The Perfect Storm. . . . Book 1

Now Or Never. Chapter 10

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"We either make ourselves miserable or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same."

Carlos Castaneda

I spin on her and pull my strap, "want to be next?" She shook her head vigorously no. "Well, I advise you to shut the fuck up. I went to the front door and looked outside to make sure, no one heard her screaming. So far not a sound, no dogs barking or even a light turn on. As I am scanning the neighborhood, I hear another thud noise. I closed the door and locked it. I come down the hall to see Chris tying ropes around Jay's unconscious ass. The chick is in the chair shaking and talking to herself. She looks possessed. She is looking like we fucked her up and I look closer to see she has pissed herself. Shit nothing new from the smell of her. " What's your name?" She is shaking and stuttering Debbie, Debbie Nelson." I ask, "how old are you?" She says "26", damn rock ain't no joke. I thought she was older than 40 but I was wrong. Chris grabs a pitcher of water and throws it in Jay's face and slaps him to wake his ass up. That fool started jumping and wriggling like someone burned him with acid. Shit from the looks and smell of his ass, water ain't never been his friend. I walk up to him and squat down in front of him, I swear the hate in my veins for this man is beyond words. I know whatever happens it must be slow and painful. I use the barrel of my shit to turn his head towards me. His one eye is starting to swell shut, his mouth is still dripping with blood and his nose look like it just might be broken. I look him in his eyes, " do you know me?" He looks and then looks some more and shakes his head no. "I don't know who neither one of you is or why you're here! Why the fuck you here fucking with us?" I stand up and I start to pace. How the fuck he doesnt know me after all the fowl shit, he has done to me. That just pissed me off, I walked over to him, and I knocked the shit out of him with the butt of my gun. He looks at me as he spits blood out from his mouth on the floor. As he sits there staring at me, he starts to whimper that he doesn't know me. "How the hell don't you know me when you raped me most of my life, you beat me when I wouldn't do what you wanted me too, you pissed on me to remind me I wasn't shit after you had your way with me! You destroyed me. When I cried because it hurt, you beat me even more. You told me I deserved it; I should get use to it because this was all I was good for. How the fuck don't you know me!?" I am shaking I'm so mad. I'm foaming at the mouth and sweating my ass off. His eyes got wide, and a slow sick smile curled on his face. He starts to laugh louder by the second and I swear I am losing it; I aim my gun at his smirking face. What he said next made me lose it all. "Ha, you know damn well you loved it because you never said a word. I was the only person who ever wanted your ugly ass. Don't lie because you don't want no one to know, you were my dirty little ho. Hell, your mom knew what I was doing to ya, why you think she would bring you to me? Why do you think all the bleeding and bruises you had, she never said anything or took you to the doctors? She gave you to me to do as I pleased." He starts to laugh even harder. "Shit I should have waited though because you filled out real nice. I believe you remember what I taught you. I bet your little boy toy here loves what I taught you." Out of the corner of my eye, I see Chris storming in his direction, but I hold him back with my arm and a look. I love you, but this motherfucker is all mine. He nods his head and takes a few steps back. I turn and look back at Jay. The look on his face made my insides boil!

He has this sick ass smirk on his face and before I knew it, I was unloading on him in his worthless dick! Out of nowhere tears are streaming down my face. I emptied the whole fucking clip in his worthless ass with no fucking regret and no care. I was so gone that even after the bullets were done and gone, I kept squeezing the trigger because I wanted him to be obliterated! I didn't want anyone to have a chance at saving his life or bringing him back from the dead. I needed him to feel helpless. Yes, I killed this man with his hands tied behind his back. He was defenseless just like I was. He didn't understand why we were doing this to him, just like I didn't know why he was doing what he was doing to me. Fuck him, I hope he burns in hell. I just stand there looking at him lost in my thoughts, lost in the memories. just lost period. Even though he is laying on the floor at my feet dead and gone. I wonder if the nightmares will stop now, I wonder will peace come over me now? I wonder did I really get all I wanted out of his death? No, I didnt, I wanted him to suffer in the worst way possible, I wanted to make him feel less than human. I wanted him to beg me to forgive him, I wanted him to ask me to spare his life. No, this isn't the death I wanted for him but its death. There will be no coming back from it and I hope I have eased any other nightmares, any other fears that came with this monster. Like Chris said, who is to say I was his only victim? I hope I am, but no one really knows. I'm brought back to reality by the sounds of the chick screaming again. Before I knew what I was doing I aimed my gun at her forgetting I used all my bullets on the monster. I walked over to Chris, and I grabbed his gun, I swirled on girlie, and I put a bullet in her head as well. Her head splatters all over the wall behind her, her eyes are wide open with a huge gaping hole in her head. Fuck them both. I turn to look at the monster slumped on his side. Finally, he is lying in his own blood. I crotch down and look at his lifeless body. I just wish he would've just shut his mouth so I could have made him suffer. Is this over? Is this over? I waited so long to get him, I waited for someone to right the wrongs that were done to me, but no one ever did. The little girl in me is telling me, thank you for being brave when she couldn't. I took on this revenge for the little girl that was stripped from me, and I can never get back. Now maybe that little girl can rest, now the monster is dead.