The Perfect Storm. . . . Book 1

What Else Could Possibly Go Wrong. Chapter 19

" Sometimes God will give you exactly what you wanted just to show, it's not at all what you needed."

Author Unknown

My mind has been all over the place. Like why his ma would say that shit about him and other females if it wasnt true? She doesnt know me to have a grudge or a reason to say some shit like this. I keep roaming around this house and my mind is in overload, but tonight is the wake and I am going to put it on a shelf for now. I am standing in what is going to be our living room and I am staring out of the huge picture window. So much has gone down in the last few weeks. Chauncey getting killed, my so-called long-lost grandfather, me becoming a murderer and some more shit. My parents and me getting into it and me being done with them. This life is funny and complicated. One minute you are cruising along with very few bumps in the road and then in a flash of a minute, the road becomes rough, the traction is loose and unsteady, there are curves, there are hills, deep valleys and storm clouds that just wont let up. You can hardly find your way. Then out of nowhere, everything smooths out and then repeats. My life has been a storm, after storm after storm and maybe that is the reason for my name being Stormy. It must have been predestined for me to live this life, now my question is? Will I survive this? Will I make it out of this, in one piece or will I crumble even more. Fuck, just those few comments that his ma made, has me questioning everything.

Man, I swear this woman does too damn much, there was no reason whatsoever for her to be like that with Stormy. I must stash some shit in my safe at the house. I will be so glad when we are finally moved, and I can move everything of mine out of there. I pull up and park. I walked back in the house cause I cant wait to ask her ass what she said to her. What the fuck you say to Stormy? There was no need for you to go and say anything whatsoever to her, again what the fuck you say to her? I Look at her, already drinking and drunk, hell she might still be drunk from last night who knows with her ass. She pours herself a huge glass of vodka and I mean huge; it looks like a glass of ice water. She is chugging the shit like it is. This is my fucking house, and I can speak to whomever the way I want. Dont come around here thinking you can tell me anything. Now where the fuck you been? Let me guess out slumming and whoring but always got something to say to me. With your highbrow ass. You forget I am the adult, and you are the fucking child. This chick here is bonkers, youre the adult huh? Well, why the fuck dont you act like it? Look at this place, there is shit everywhere, dishes in the sink, liquor and beer bottles everywhere, this house looks and smells like your nasty ass. But youre an adult. Well in that case, pay your own fucking bills like a fucking adult. I have been paying your bills since I was 13! If you are the adult, then why have I never been able to be a fucking child? I know why, cause you rather lay-up with different men, you rather get ran thru and discarded like the trash you are. Hell as many men that have come thru this door, our asses should be rich. You trick for mavericks, cheap beer and liquor! Aint like you was selling yourself to feed me or put clothes me or even pay a fucking bill! You forget, I dont need you, your ass needs me! I havent needed your ass in years and if you keep it up, you will need somebody cause I will stop paying for all this shit and leave you to struggle like you did me! She makes this snorting noise and swallows some more vodka down. She is stumbling in my direction. You listen here, you yellow bastard! I am your fucking mother; you are not mine. The day, my bills aint paid and I dont have what I want and need, is the day them cops will pick you and your punkass boss up. You forget I know enough that will have your ass stinking in jail. Dont fuck with me boy cause I will fuck your whole world up. Try me if you want and another thing, I need some money and I dont mean chump change either. I need some real money around this house! I need a few stacks and I need it now! Walking around in new shit all the time but I have to beg your ass for money!

I am walking away from this bitch before I knock her head in, that was until she threatens to not only get me knocked but Whispers too, she doesnt know too much other than he is how the bills get paid. She doesnt know what I do. I spin around and I charge her until she is backed up against the wall. Listen and listen well, just cause you laid down and spread your legs to birth me, doesnt make you a fucking mother. Your ass aint never been a mother to me, never even tried. It has been all about you since my dad walked out the door. He walked out on us because of you, he cant turn a ho into a housewife! So, you know all these different men you are fucking, well make sure you get paid, make sure you can make enough money to pay your own fucking bills because I am tired of taking care of your ungrateful ass, I am fucking DONE! I am moving out! I got a place, I dont need you and to be honest, I never have! You want to threaten me like I have never made sure your ass was straight, hell I did shit for you, that your ass didnt even deserve. I am fucking done, figure your shit out on your own. Oh, by the way, if you ever in your fucking life threaten me or my boss with having us locked up. I will not only kill you, but I will ensure they never find your ass. Play with me if you want to! I leave her standing there with her mouth wide open. I walk down the hall to my old bedroom; I open the door and see this bitch has tossed my room like a prison cell. I yell down the hall, joke is on you, I dont leave any money here cause I know you are a thief! I grab what I want the most, I go in the closet, and I get a shoe box, it has all my shit from me and Chauncey competitions from over the years. I grab a few other things, I look around at my room and I see, I have outgrown it and this house a long time ago. I walk a load to my truck and come back. She is standing in the door, excuse me. She is sneering at me like I give a fuck, if you walk out this door Christian, I will make sure you regret it! I laugh and move her boney ass out of my way. I go get the rest of my stuff, I give her my keys and I leave without a word. I pack my shit and hop in the truck, funny Stormy swears I rescued her, but the truth be told, she saved me.