Trees

Stuck

|verb| /immovable. Unable to be moved/

~Tyler~
I woke up next to Josh and smiled. He looks amazing when he's sleeping. I didn't want to wake him so I just grabbed my phone. I rolled over and took a picture of him sleeping. "No" he mumbled taking my phone sleepily. "Hey. Give that back" I said and he smirked "not until you kiss me" he smiled so I connected our lips and took my phone while we kissed.

I pulled away and he smiled. "Why were you taking a picture of me?" He asked me then grabbed his phone "because I think you're adorable when you're sleeping" I told him so he smiled at me. "You are also adorable when you sleep" he told me and I was about to kiss him but my siblings walked in.

I frowned and looked at my two brothers and sister who just walked in. "Hey. It's the broken boys" Jay smiled and he has no idea how broken we are mentally and physically. "Yeah" I sighed and sat up. "Do y'all want breakfast?" Zack asked and Josh looked at me nervously. "Y'all do realize that you can't take your pain medication on an empty stomach so I'm making you two breakfast" Maddison said so I rolled my eyes. "Josh what do you eat?" Jay asked and I looked at him. "Uhh. I like toast" he replied nervously "anything else?" Maddison asked. "I don't know. I don't usually eat breakfast" Josh said "you and Tyler both. I'll bring y'all coffee and French toast" Maddison explained so we both nodded "Josh how do you like your coffee?" Zack asked before leaving "black" he replied then everyone left.

Josh rested his head on my shoulder and sighed. "What's wrong Josh?" I asked him "I don't like to eat. They tell me not to" he explained nervously. "Me too. They are in my head and when I see food they immediately say no" I told him then tried to grab his hand but the casts got in the way. I broke my left hand and Josh broke his right hand so we'll have to switch places when one of us gets up.

My siblings came back with breakfast for Josh and I. We both sat up and accepted the plates of food. I sat there quietly picking at my food while Josh did the same.

"Y'all are lucky to be alive and sitting here. Most people die in those kind of accidents" Zack said to us while we slowly ate our food. "I wish I was dead" I mumbled between bites causing Josh to look at me. "No" he told me, setting his fork down. "Sorry" I whispered looking at him. He just kissed me and went back to picking at his food.

We eventually finished our breakfast and I had to use the bathroom. I sat up and grabbed my crutches. I slowly made my way to the bathroom and did my business.

I forced Josh to move over and sat on the other side of him. "Now I can hold your hand" I smiled grabbing his hand. He leaned over and rested his head on my shoulder. "I love you Tybaby" he smiled with his eyes closed "I love you too jishwa" I replied then kissed his temple. He cuddled into my chest and we both fell back asleep.

Why do you even try Tyler? He doesn't love you. You don't know what love is. After you heal he's gonna leave you

I jolted awake and accidentally woke Josh up when I did. "Sorry" I whispered and he just nodded sleepily.

There was a knock at the door before my mom and Laura walked into the room. "Hey boys, how are you feeling?" Kelly asked and we both just nodded sleepily. "Are you feeling better?" Mom asked and I shrugged "ok well are you two going to join us for dinner? I'm cooking" Laura asked and I looked at Josh "yeah" he sighed so they nodded. Josh and I both grabbed our crutches.

We sat down at the table along with both of our families. "Hey boys, how are you feeling?" My dad asked "same as usual" I sighed and sipped the water that Zack handed me. Mom handed me a plate of food and I looked down at it and sighed. I'm honestly not that hungry.

In the middle of the meal my dad looked at Josh and I. "Boys aren't you going to eat?" He asked and I looked at Josh. "I-I guess" I replied and started taking little bites of food.

You're a fat bastard Tyler. Stop eating. You're not hungry. Josh doesn't want someone who's fat.

I listened to the voices and stopped eating. "What's wrong?" Josh asked me sensing my mood. "I just don't feel well" I lied and he looked at me knowing I'm lying. "Can we just go upstairs?" I asked quietly so he nodded.  "Tyler is starting to get pains from his broken bones. So am I so we are gone go upstairs" josh told everyone "oh baby do you need anything?" Mom asked me and I shook my head no before grabbing my crutches.

I was halfway up the stairs when I started to get dizzy. Josh was right next to me making sure I was ok. I grabbed the hand rail for a second then tried to go up the next step. I missed and ended up tumbling backwards down the stairs. "Tyler!" Josh shrieked and I'm pretty sure he slid down the stairs carefully on his butt.

I laid at the bottom of the stairs in pain and josh next to me. Josh and I'd families rushed over to see if I'm ok. I just laid at the bottom of the stairs in pain while tears flowed down my cheeks.

~Josh~
I sat next to Tyler in tears as he laid there in pain. "Tyler please tell me your  ok" I cried and he laid on his back. "Chris carry him up to his bed" Kelly said so Chris picked up Tyler and took him upstairs. I was about to follow when I felt someone grab my arm. I looked back to see my mom. "Let him heal by himself" she told me but I was relentless of her orders. I went upstairs and sat on Tyler's bed next to him.

I laid down and faced Tyler in bed. "I love you Tybaby" I smiled causing him to smile. "I love you too Jishwa" he replied before kissing me. I held his hand and just laid there smiling at him.