10- Never Felt Love

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(CONTINUATION FOR CHAPTER 9)

Chapter 10

Justin

One day, my Dad took me somewhere and told me that he was proud of me, he told me that I was a great accomplishment in his life and he wanted me to live my life the way I wanted it to be because I deserve a better life. He told me that he wants me to be successful someday and I should have a family of my own which I'm obliged to take care of.

He told me that although life has been pretty hard, I should always have to face my tomorrow, Life's what you make it. Life is full of trials and challenges which I should cope completely as I stand on my ground fearlessly and He also told me that love is a battlefield foremost I should love and I should fight for it because it's worth dying for. I didn't knew why he was telling me those things. it was like; I was too young for the words he told me...it's not like I didn't understand him because the truth is, I understood him completely...it was just that it surprised me that he was telling  those kind of things to me. I was  utterly outspoken, I didn't knew what to say after all those things he told me.

Those were the last words that I hear from him since my uncle took me as soon as he told me that my Dad undergoes a severe case of cancer and he couldn't make it. My uncle took care of me like I was his son because he haven't had one, he treated me right and I was thankful about him, I gave him all my respect.

my uncle brought me to places I've never been before until one day he took me to some burial place, I thought it was some friend of him who died but when I took a glance towards the inside of the coffin, it was my own Dad. seeing him lay there lifelessly made me wanna break down and blame all of this to my irresponsible hideous Mom because of her, I lost the the only person who's left in my life.

Years passed, I've been told that my Mom finally went to rehab and was now married with a rich politician in England. I was disgusted from the fact that she started a new life and left her past behind. She was the main reason why I didn't have a family, she was the reason why my Dad died and she was the reason my I don't believe in love anymore. because of her, my life's been a mess, she destroyed my life!...why did God even gave her a   second chance to live?! I mean, she had been a life-destroyer and that makes her a sinner, she doesn't deserve to have a second chance.

the reason why I treat girls like trash is that because they all reminds me of my Mom. Because of all that happened to me, I was having trouble in building relationships. Now, i'm alone living in my life since my uncle went to the Philippines to marry a girl she met somewhere. He was capable of leaving me alone since he knew that I am independent and there's a large condominium my Dad left me for me. Before he left, he encouraged me to change my ways since he knew all the things I've been through but still, only time can change me...I'm not even sure if I'm gonna change. I also thanked him though for all the sacrifices he made for me and I was as well as honored that he came into my life, he's a great person and I'm letting him set free and live the life he deserve, I hope he'll live the life he deserves.

All Girls are the same. after they'll get what they wanted from you, they will leave you. They're not worth sacrificing for, love is not worth sacrificing for. If love is a battlefield? I wouldn't risk my life to fight for it..

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