Chapter 13
Selena
I'm a desperate depressed woman. I don't know what's been going on with me these days..I'm in the state of my life where I feel like I'm alone and no one to lean on to. Well, alot of people around me tells me they're here for me but...but, I don't think they're even here. I know I've been pushing and refusing alot of people these days...even Miley-my best friend. I wanted to tell her what's been going on with me and whats been bothering me but I don't have the urge to tell her since she was part of the particular reason here in my problem. I drove straight ahead and pull down at some club nearby.
Seeing her with Justin made me jealous. And jealously is my problem. I know it's confusing, I started all these..I was the one who got the idea on these operatiom and soom came Jasmine, Caitlin and Payton. We chose Miley to be the one who'll break his heart because we all knew from the start that Justin had never been Miley's type. Miley clarifies high standard guys just like Austin, he likes guys whom are...I don't know, it depends to her, maybe?!...so yah, we chose her because it'll be easier for her to break his heart in the end.
When Miley started transforming, she really was attractive. I never thought that my bestfriend would be as prettier than me. When I witnessed the way Justin looks at her, it makes me jealous. The way the looks at Miley is actually different from the way he looks at me and through all those other girls. Does Justin likes Miley?...I hope not.
The thing is, I'm still not over with Justin. the 'virginity' thing wasn't even real at all, I lied to Miley just to persuade her to sign the contract. I know I'm selfish, I'm just so madly inlove with Justin and I wanted him back...he didn't took advantage of me and that's one of the reasons why I also wanted him to get his heart torn apart at the end. At the end, Miley will break his heart and he'll come running back to me.
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now here I am, inside my car, crying. I don't know where I would be going. I feel like I'm lost but I don't wanna go home either. I'm broken, I've never been this broken ever before... I'm jealous about Miley...I'm eager about Justin back in my arms. I'm confused, anxious, lonely, sad, insecure...why am I feeling like this?! Miley doesn't like Justin anyway..but...but...but what if she'll do?...NO. No, that couldn't happen, I'm not letting that happen.
Sighing in frustration, I started the engine of my car and started to accelerate the speed. I drove straight ahead and pull down at some club nearby. I've never been to places like this before...well I've been to one but I usually go with someone with me.
The guards opened the doors for me in their main entrance and once I finally placed a foot inside, I started to feel nauseous. Colorful lights were flashing everywhere and the music were so banging so loud, it was like its making my body vibrate. I continued stepping steps further until some 'party people' bumped me.
"watch where you're going!" Some girl hissed
"I-I'm soo sorry" I apologized and continued walking.
Alot of people who were here were pretty liberated. Majority of girls were wearing short skirts and short shorts and boys were like grinding on them. Gosh, I don't belong here. I sat on an empty stool and began playing with my nails. I was feeling lost, I regretted going here.
"Hey!" A guy said to me. He was cute to be honest. His hair was brown and curly and he has this eye-piercing effect towards me.
"H-hello..." I stammered. he smiled at me and I noticed that he has dimples, it was drop dead attractive. I was amused.
"are you okay?..I saw you earlier, you got bumped by a couple of people out there" he chuckled
"well-...yeah. I'm not used on this kind of places" I truthfully said
"then why did you came here?" He asked
"I just wanted to clear off my mind" I answered
"well, that makes the two of us" he said
"oh! I'm Harry Styles by the way" he smirked
"I'm Selena" I said then we started shaking our hands just like what normal people does when they met someone new
Me and Harry started having a conversation and I just realized that he has this cute british accent. I ordered a bit of vodka although Harry told me that it wasn't pretty safe but I drank it anyway..its just one bottle
Two bottles...
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Three bottles...
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Four bottles...
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Four became Five Bottles...
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Until One Harry Turned Two Harrys...wait what? Why is he blurry? And why am I tipsy?
"oh my God I saw a unicorn right behind you Harry!" I said while my head was spinning
"Selena you're getting drunk" I heard Harry said but I ignored him
"Harry can I tell you a secret?" I giggled. He furrowed his eyebrows and looked at me suspiciously.
"i'm a wizard" I whispered
"what?" He asked
"I told you i'm a wizard. My real names' Alex Russo...here, want me to catch you a spell?" I giggled once again
"okay, that's it! I'm driving you home. you're drunk already!" He said
"Live your life Harry!" I stated then dragged him into the dance floor with me. I didn't knew what I was doing but I ended up dancing and I heard alot of guys whistling and calling me things.
"Selena let's go" Harry whined
"No! C'mon dance with me!" I said and began dirty dancing when the song; Blurred Lines came on.
"no, Selena it's for your own sake" Harry said
"Let her stay, man!" A guy from behind me hissed and he started pulling me closer to him
"dude back off! Don't touch her!" Harry spat
"don't you wanna share your whore with me?" He smirked
"what did you just say?!" Harry asked while raising his voice
"she's a whore you f*****g b*stard!" The guy said, also raising his voice.
Harry pulled my arm but the guy was tugging his arms around my waist.
"let her go!" Harry yelled
The guy was stubborn and started pushing Harry forcefully. Harry caught off guard that's why he threw his fist on the guy's face. The guy fought back and the both of them ended up punching each other. I tried to stop them but they were too strong, thats why I blocked them in the middle until something sharp hit the back of my head and my vision started to swirl and darkened.
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