I still can't believe I saw him!!!!😍
These two a day basketball practices have been killing me lately💀
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Shawn's POV
It's 2:30 in the morning and I'm still awake. I tried going to sleep but my body wouldn't let me. I keep replaying every word that Aaron said to Monique in my head and it does nothing but make me feel sorry and pissed off. I've never heard him yell at her before and when he did tonight it set me off.
Breathing in I got out of my bunk and went to the kitchen area to get something to drink. I jumped a little when I saw movement from my side peripheral.
"Holy crap you scared me" I said
"Sorry"
"What are you doing up this early?" I asked her
"I could ask you the same thing" she said smirking at me.
"Mind if I sit down?"
Laughing she said "This is your bus Shawn you can do what ever you want."
Sniffling she asked "Do you know how much longer we have until we reach Atlanta?"
"Nope all I know is that we'll be there in 4 days" I said
"Three days? But LA to Atlanta is like 32-34 hours away"
"Yea, we are stopping somewhere along the trip and going on some type of 'adventure'" I said putting air quotes up with my fingers
"Oh." Was all she said as she covered herself with a blanket
"Are you okay?"
"Yea, I'm just tired" she said bringing her knees to her chest and resting her head on her knees
"So why don't go to sleep?" I asked
"I did for like an hour but I woke up to use the restroom and I've been up since then" she said yawning
"How long have you been sitting here for?"
"Mmm... not long. I came out like 2 minutes before you did I don't know why though. I was comfortable cuddling with Briana, her body heat is amazing by the way. Then out of nowhere I got the urge to come out here so I did and here I am sitting with you" she said smiling
"Why are you up?" She asked me
"I-I was just thinking" I said nervously
"Can I ask about what?"
"You" I blurted out
"Me?" She asked scooting closer to me and laying her head next to my shoulder
"Yea you"
"Did I do something wrong?" She asked looking down
"What No!" I whisper yelled. "Why would you think that?" I asked
"I don't know, because of Aaron earlier. I know him yelling at me caused several arguments with other band member and I don't want there to be any drama between you guys especially if it's because of me" she said still looking down now playing with her hands
"That's not your fault" I said. "He was drunk and being an idiot okay, you have nothing to worry about." I continued on hoping to cheer her up a little bit. A few seconds had passed and she still hasn't said anything. So I moved closer to her and slowly moved my hands to her face.
"Can you look at me please?" I asked moving pieces of hair away from her face. It wasn't until a tear had glistened in a dim light that I noticed she was crying. The scene in front of me nearly broke me into pieces. I don't like seeing her like this and it sucks that I can't do much to help her. For now the only thing I can do I be here for her and let her know that I will always be here whenever she needs me.
Hugging her tightly i asked "What's wrong?"
I felt her put her arms around my neck and hug me back. Smiling to myself and Pulling away but still holding her so that we were only a few inches apart I looked into her eyes but she still didn't answer. Instead she put one of her hands on my cheek and caressed it softly
"You can talk to me. I promise everything you say will be kept between me and you" I said wiping several tears from her face before moving my hands down to her waist again. Still looking into her eyes I began to speak again
"Please say someth-" I began to say but was cut off by something I never expected to happen. She kissed me. I never believed it when people would say that they got butterflies or fireworks when kissing someone until now. It wasn't a quick kiss on the lips either, she was moving her lips against mine softly. My mind and heart were racing like crazy, it took me a few seconds to realize what was going on before I started to kiss her back. God damn were her lips soft. I felt her pull my hair and pull me closer to her. And I couldn't help myself when I grabbed her waist and pulled her closer to me. A few more minutes had passed before we both slowed our movements down and pulled away.
Breathing heavily I looked up at her and noticed her already looking at me smiling.
"I'm s-sorry, it-it it's just that you were, you were talking and I didn't know what t-to say and the look. The way you were looking at me was-was I don't know a look that no one ha-has every looked at me with before. I just, I couldn't help m-myself. I'm sorry" she said putting her head down
"It's okay, I should be the one apologizing" I said breathlessly looking at her. I noticed that she kept looking at my lips so I took it upon myself to lean in. I wanted to savor her lips forever. The kiss was soft at first but after sometime it got rough but not to much, just enough.
Pulling her body against mine she suddenly got up and settled down on my lap, her legs on either side of my body so that she was straddling me. Within a blink of an eye both of our shirts were off it happened way too fast It was almost like magic. She then moved her lips off of mine and quickly attached them to my neck
Running her tongue across my jawline to my ear she whispered " wake up"
"Wake up?" I questioned. And the next thing I know is hearing my alarm going off
"Ding, ding, ding"
"Wait my alarm?" I said opening my eyes. " It was a freakin dream" I yelled a little too loud. I looked at my surroundings only to realize that I was still in bed. I was sweating like crazy under the blankets and I grew upset when I saw my bulge making my blanket lift up on my lower area.
"I need a cold shower" I said to myself
Looking at my phone I realized it was 1:23 in the morning. 'Why the hell do I have an alarm set this early?' I asked myself
Realizing I wanted a drink I got out of my bunk and went to the kitchen. My mouth went completely dry because just like in my dream Monique was sitting at the table but instead of being awake she was sleep
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I laughed a little when writing this. 😂😂
Guys it's 7/27!!!!!
Shout out to my girls FIFTH HARMONY. I've been a fan since they were in the X Factor and I'm happy with how far they've come. Anyways I'm going to go sit in the bathroom and look at my own REFLECTION because I'm WORTH IT then I'm going to go turn up and FLEX with my friends because it's ALL IN MY HEAD!!!
Lol jk let me stop😋
Have a great day guys
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