slow down.

= chapter 2 =

I can feel the anger burning inside of me. I'm better than this tho. All I need to do is ..and before my mind can catch up I stand up and my mouth pours out..

  "LISTEN HERE BITCH. I'VE HAD JUST ENOUGH OF YOU AND YOUR FUCKING POSSY BOTHERING ME EVERY 2 SECONDS! PICKING ON ME! MOCKING ME! LYING ABOUT ME! Y'ALL NEED JESUS! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU! YOU HAVE FUCKING MENTAL PROBLEMS THATS WHATS WRONG WITH YOU! YOU HAVE A PERFECT LIFE AND YOU THROW IT AWAY MORE AND MORE EVERY CHANCE YOU GET! YOU NEED TO GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER! AT LEAST YOU HAVE A FATHER! MINE LEFT ME! GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS ITS NOT A HAT! SHUT THE FUCK UP! SIT THE FUCK DOWN! AND KEEP YO MOTHER FUCKING ERASERS TO YO-SELVES BEFORE I GO ALL WHOOP ASS ON YOU!"

  O. M. G. I did not just say that. I sit down with my hand covering my mouth. They stay silent and the teacher doesn't say a word. My hearts pounding out of my chest! I'm proud that I stood up for myself and others but ashamed because it isn't like me to do that. I don't know what came over me. I was just sick and tired of her shit.

      The bell rang. I grabbed my notebooks and pencil. The witch walked up beside  me and I scooted out in front of her strutting into the hallways, many people cheering for me. I blushed as I walked by giggling a little bit. But, I was still sort of ashamed and what I said didnt take back the fact that she picked on me in the first place. So the first day hasn't gone too great so far. At this point I just want Jake to give me a big hug and kiss me and tell me everything will be ok but strangely i cant find him. As I walk down the hallway a girl ran out in front of me and vomitted all over the floor in front of me. You have got to be kidding me. GREAT. Sarcasm and cursing are basically my second language. I don't like to talk like that in front of people tho, its usually just to myself.

    This girl is on the ground in front of me in a puddle of vomit. Ew. The janitor runs up to me and asks me if I'd go get a mop out the janitors closet and that he'll give me a pass for the next class. "ok." I say blankly. I walk over to the side and sit my bag and notebook down on the side of the hallway. He reaches over to me and hands me his keys for the janitors closet.

     I make my way down the hallways humming "White Teeth Teens" by Lorde to myself. I turn the corner and get to the door and stop humming, a halt in my steps.

      "That's weird the door is cracked open. Looks like someone's been here. Oh well maybe Janitor Ross just forgot to shut it all the way on his way out the last time he was there." I quietly say to myself. Yes, I do talk to myself sometimes.

    As I open the door my heart rips my chest open at how fast and hard is beating right now. I feel my eyes tearing up I slowly back away from the door leaving it wide open. I can't believe what is in front of me. My face turns red. My emotions are officially unpredictable at this point. I can tell that my crystal blue eyes are filling up. I rub my eyes. My jaw dropped I'm standing there like a dumb ass pinching myself trying to believe this isnt real.

   "Its not what it looks like Ari-" Jake says

     "Just save it Jake. Fucking save your breathe. Actually FUCK YOU! What is this? Some sort of game to you?"

"Ari please!" Peyton says

"Peyton.. Jake.. How.. How could you?" I stutter still in shock.

  "Its not what it looks like!  I swear!" Jake pleas

   "NOT WHAT IT FUCKING LOOKS LIKE???? I open the door to the closet to get a mop so the janitor can clean up a girls vomit who threw up on the floor right in front of me after being tormented the whole fucking homeroom by the wicked witch of the west throwing erasers at my face. All that I wanted to do was find you two for love and support. But little did I know this whole time you guys were in here fucking eachother. Do you have any idea what its like to find my boyfriend and  best friend ya know.....doing ....stuff!? Don't bother putting your clothes on. Go ahead, continue, please. I just need the mop. I don't care if you continue because I don't even know who you are anymore. Neither of you are ANY of my concern anymore. You're nothing to me." I say trying stay relaxed and calm.

   Unfortunately my emotions take over and I cannot possibly hold back the tears any longer. I walk into the closet I reach in between them to get the mop. When I reach back I sure as hell don't forget to punch Jake in the face so hard that he falls back and push Peyton into the shelf causing all of the bottles of cleaner, paper towel rolls, and scrubbing brushes to fall on her.

    I strut out of there never looking back. I walk back to the janitor, hand him the mop, grab my stuff off the floor and I walk right out of the front doors of the school. The cool breeze catches me of gaurd but it feels nice. I plug in my ear buds refusing to give a shit anymore. With my head held high I turn on my favorite playlist. The first song on shuffle is "Ghost" by Katy Perry. I sing along and I walk all the way home. I walk up the sidewalk and through the front door, run up to my room laying my bag on the floor. I grab sweats out of the closet. Throwing my school clothes off I throw on a pair of yoga pants, fuzzy socks, and I put my hair into a messy side bun. I pull out an old T-shirt and throw it on the ground. Bending down I cut off half of the shirt and shorten the already short sleeves making a pretty cute crop top. I put it on and put a baggy London sweatshirt over top. I walked downstairs into the kitchen. I poured lucky charms into a bowl and poured whole milk on top. Grabbing a spoon out of the drawer I pick up the bowl and sit down on the couch. I start eating then I realize that I haven't told my mom I came home.

    I then grab my phone out of my baggy sweatshirt pocket. I unlock the screen of my iPhone to dial her number. After three rings she answers.

"Ariel? Is everything ok?"

"Mom a lot of things happened at school today and me and Jake are over. I will describe the scenerio more when you get home but I just wanted to tell you I got my homework from the teachers and I'm home now. I don't ever want to go back there. Ever again! Home school me I don't care but I am not going back there. Its only the first day and I can't take anymore."

     " Thats fine honey. I understand and I have some amazing news that will make your worst day into the best day of your life okay goodbye now!"

   Before I could ask her what it was she was hiding from me she had already hung up. I should probably do my home work and I'll drop it off at school tomorrow then leave and never go back. I'll talk to my mom about what we do about that later too!

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Goodnight everyone! yes, I double updated today which I'll do occasionally depending on how much homework I have. And to clear it up for anyone who's wondering Ariel is a virgin;) just putting that out there! Also this is who I picture the characters as...

Ariel - Lucy Hale

Carry(her mom) - Katie Holmes

Jake - Andrew Garfield

Peyton - Emma Stone

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