Each time I thought that happiness is just easy to achieve, but something unexpected happened; something that I never had thought of, something I never planned. Then I realized happiness eluded me.
I tried my best to find it, to taste the sweetness of happiness, to have it one more time, to put it back to my life but then every time I tried it runs away from me.
I desperately wanted to be happy, all I ever wanted is to be happy but at the same time I am scared, I am afraid that every time I will be pain and hurt is just next to it.
I always asked myself am I not deserved to be happy?
I have my doubts that I will never be happy.
Because every time I will start to feel happiness the next thing I knew my heart start to bleed.
Drafted: Aug 29, 2016
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RomanceHappiness can be found even in the darkest time, but only to those who remember how to open the light . - Albus Dumbledore, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. #95 in Romance
