Can We Learn To Love Again ( Sweeny Todd Fand Fict)

ch17

Ch17 Mrs. Lovett's POV

"you alright Nellie" Sweeney asks after he walks the man out I lean over the counter and take a few deep breaths to calm myself down. I hate that I still feel this way.

"I'm fine scared the shit out of my he did" I say smiling trying to lighten the mood and he smiles back at me while I love her doesn't same as much as he used to but day by day has becoming hipper I think. He still doesn't laugh much though. I jump a little when I hear the door open once again but I don't think Sweeney saw it.

"is dinner ready mum" Toby says coming in from playing outside he looks a right less I wonder what on earth he was doing out there his hair is all over the place. He looks as though has ben running. Boys will be boys.

"almost dear go gets cleaned up and it should be done" I say and toby runs off. I then get out the plats to set the table. I keep glancing at Sweeney every so often has just so handsome with his silk black hair. I love the white streak in it. It makes him look so series and sexy. I can't help thinking about tonight. I'm not Shure if anything will happen I hope something does I just want to be close to someone. After Albert I had no one Shure I had relations with other men but nothing serious. Albert said he was the only one who would ever love me. Got I hate that basted. That's one of the things he said while he beat me.

"Mr. T are you listen to me" I say hours later after Toby went to bed and me and Mt. T sat in the parlor reading for a bit. Hess always lost in his head he is. At least he stopped brooding after he killed the judge I wonder what on earth he could be thinking about. I can never figure him out.

"sorry what were you saying pet" he replies looking at me with a blank expression on his pail face.

"I'm off to bed" I state and he nods and stands up placing the book that he was reading on the table.

"me too I'm rather tired" he says and we walk to my room I close the door behind us then I grebe my night dress I normally change right here but that would be inappropriate. I think at least. I mean were a couple art we. I'm not Shure have the time. I know he cares for me but I can tell he thinks about his Lucy a lot. I never really cared for her she seemed so spoiled to me. I never talked to her much though. She was a quiet on at least in public I heard her yell at ben quite a bit though. But couples do fight, I know that better than anyone. My mum and dad loved each other but my mom was always nagging my dad. That's marriage I suppose. At least a normal one what I wouldn't give to have that type of marriage verses all the years I suffered with Albert.

"I'll just change in the bath be back in a tick" I state and walk in to my bathroom. The tan walls match the rest of the house but I do think I should decorate it a little more put some flowers in maybe. I slip my close of and put them in a hamper then put my night dress on. I wash my face and brush my teeth. I suddenly don't fell sleepy anymore. I look at myself in the mirror and frown a little. Maybe Albert was right. Maybe I'm mint to be alone. A shake my head a little before I start to cry. Albert wasn't bad when he was sober but god he was nasty when he was drunk, always had to get his way. I try not to think about it. I wonder if Sweeney ever knew what he did to me. I wouldn't think so he would have done something. He was too busy with Levy and the baby anyway. I open the door and see Sweeney lying on the bed.

"are you asleep already" I ask giggling a little walking in front of him. he looks so sweet all tucked under the covers. Almost like a chilled who might be afraid of the dark but I know better. The demand barber lives for the dark and all manner of things that happen in it.

"not at all" he says siting up thronging his legs over the side of the bed. Only then do I notice has almost naked. I blush a little at the sight. All thoughts years in Australia did wonders for his muscles I do see scars on his chest. I can't imagen what he went through when he was over there. Suddenly I find myself moving closer to him and we kiss next thing I know I'm siting on his lap. He kisses me with such passion. Its more than just lust almost as if he needs me, as if he can't breathe without me. It makes me fell so wanted something I haven't fell... ever really.

"Nellie" he says slightly out of breath and he just looks at me for a minute not saying a word. I wonder what's going on in that head of his

"what is it love" I ask when he dost continue. I hope he isn't having second thought I've waited for this for so long. I loved him since the day he entered the shop. I relies I'm still in his lap and I can fell the lump between his legs which so a posited sign.

"when I said I'd sleep in your room It didn't mean we had to. to you know" he says only then do I relies he was thinking of me. I had almost forgotten about the tragic event of late. He has this power to make me forget. He seems a little shy about this but it's his way of asking permission. Even as the serial killer Sweeney Todd has still a gentleman. He still has a bit of Benjamin left in him.

"oh Mr. T you have no idea how long I've wanted a moment like this" I say honestly and he starts to kiss me once more running his hands all over my body. With all the men iv ben with in the past Sweeney is the only one who's made me feel like this. Fell so alive yet safe at the same time.

"I love you Nellie" he says and I just about die. That's all I've ever wanted for as long as I can remember. I almost start to cry out of happiness.

"I love you to Sweeney" I reply kissing him he lies me down gently on the bed kissing my neck tie he pressed to take off my night gown. He kisses every part of me. I let out a soft money when he reaches in between my legs. It was never like this with albert he was always so rough with me weather I wanted it or not. Once are body's become one it's like nothing I've ever felt. I know its ben a long time for Sweeney with him being loved up and all. After were done we fall asleep side by side. I moment I've wanted for so long. A dream come true.

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