Convicted Love (Finished!)

Convicted Love 10

~ Kimpoy 10 ~

'You never deserved Paul's affection.' he grinned at me. He blurted that out the instance I mentioned that Paul has been my friend for so many years...and I swear I would cut his throat.

'You take back what you said.' I grabbed the bastard's shirt.

Everything happened so fast. Tinulak ako ni Paul, sinumbatan ako indirectly ni Paul, naghalikan sila ni Paul. It's too much to handle for less than an hour.

The funny thing is I shouldn't even care. Maybe I care because Paul's my friend? Maybe I care because I don't like Kimrald? Maybe I care because I hate how his name's Kim too? And there's this really funny thing...I don't even know why I don't like Kimrald. 

I don't even know why I threw my mother's vase at the floor. I don't even know why I feel like everything went black the time I saw the moron kissing Paul. The only thing I know is I have to stop this crazy emotion.

After Jiya and Kier's 'in-your-ugly-faces-nagbalikan-na-kami-act,' nakita kong pumasok si Paul sa guest room.

I followed him para mag-sorry kasi mag-isa lang siya...or so I've thought. Pagsilip ko, I saw him and Kimrald...naghahalikan na para bang wala nang bukas. I stayed there for long minutes until they decided to stop kissing...and decided to get rid of their shirts instead. 

The next thing I saw was not a very pretty scene. Naghaharutan sila. Naglalandian. I WOULD NOT...REPEAT, NOT, DESRCIBE WHAT WAS HAPPENING INSIDE. I wouldn't have cared if babae yung kalandian niya...or maybe I would care...I would...pero hindi ganito katindi. And finally, I couldn't stand it any longer. I know I said I need to find a way to stop this feeling somehow...pero mahirap eh. Lalo na I'm not a kind of person who handles anger well enough.

" 'yo." napatigil sila at mukhang nahiya sila sa ginawa nila.

Pero I was wrong to think that. Kimrald caressed Paul's naked shoulder while Paul smiled pleasurably. I wanted to strangle Kimrald as he smirked at me...na para bang sinasabing SORRY, SAKIN SIYA. Tapos kinuha na ni Paul yung t-shirt niya at sinuot. Tumayo silang pareho tapos lumapit sakin si Paul.

"Sana man lang kumakatok ka." ang arte lang?

"Bahay ko 'to. Kahit hindi ako kumatok wala kang pakialam."

"Pare, dahan dahan naman sa pananalita." lumapit na din yung pakialamerong syota nitong si Paul. Pigilan niyo ko...baka ihampas ko ulo niya sa pader.

"Next time you do whatever you're doing, wag sa bahay ko." I shut the door shut.

Ang sakin...akin lang. Ang sakin na inagaw ng iba...babalik sakin.