Michael Jackson as my High School teacher (completed)

Chapter 87

I kept remembering the look in his eyes,it was killing me and all the sadness he had was all my fault! i wish i never done it,it was a huge mistake I kept crying and crying until i felt a hand on my shoulder "hey,you okay?" it was Michael "hmm?" i said trying not to get up and show my face "You okay shelly?" i felt him kneel down "yes i'm fine" i couldnt look up,i just couldnt,i didnt want to look into his sad,depressing eyes again.

I kept my head down "Shelly can you look at me please?" "why?" "because i enjoy seeing your beautiful face,those beautiful green eyes" i looked up at him and still saw the sadness in his eyes "god dammit" i whispered "whats wrong?" i tried not to cry again but it was hard not to "your eyes,i can tell your still upset about what happened" i said crying "i'm not upset" "dont lie to me Michael! i can see the sadness and depression through your eyes! its striking me right through to my soul" i saw a tear go down his cheek "i'm sorry,i shouldnt lie to you" "no you shouldnt" i wiped the tear off his cheek "if you need some time alone you need to tell me" he looked down and nodded his head "you need some time alone?" he nodded his head as another tear ran down his cheek "thats okay,i'll be w-" the sharp pain in my wrist was back 'great timing wrist!' i thought sarcastically.

"i'll be w- ahh i'll be waiting" "whats wrong?" "nothing i just need to-to take my medicine" i said through pain while getting up to grab my medicine but i just fell back down to the floor "here I'll get it" he said with love in his voice as he got up and grabbed my medicine and a drink bottle that was full of water "take and drink" I grabbed the pills from his hand and took them with the water "I can't leave you like this" "yes you can" I said not daring to look into his eyes "you need someone to take care of you" "I can take care of myself" "I know that you can't take care of yourself" I looked up at him confused "what do you mean?" "The note" I knew exactly what he was talking about "I found it in your pants pocket last night" "why did you go through my pants?" "I don't know but something told me to do it" "alright, I believe you but Michael?" "Yes baby girl?" He said helping me up "Do you still want to leave?" "I'm not sure" "because if you are leaving you have to promise me you'll come back to me" "I'm not breaking up with you so of course I'll  come back" he said giving me a hug and a kiss on top of my head "I love you Michael" "I love you too Shelly and i will until the day i die" I gave him a kiss on the lips for two minutes "look into my eyes babe" I looked into them "these eyes will never have any pain,sorrow or sadness in them when i return in two weeks" "T-T-Two weeks?" I said shocked "I promise to text you and call you every chance i get" he walked away and when i heard the front door open i was running up to Michael until Prince held me back "NOOO MICHAEL!" I said trying to get out of Princes grip "MICHAEL COME BACK!" I said crying as I stopped trying to get out of his grip.

I fell onto the floor and started crying "Why did you hold me back?!?!" I said angry at Prince "because before Michael left he told me to hold you back" "why?" "He didn't want to see you crying again and he wants me to stay here with you till he returns so i can take care of you and let him know that your alright" "I don't need you" I whispered "I need Michael" I whispered crying "I promise I won't try and replace Michael or do anything that he does with you" Prince said picking me up and sitting me on the couch "your sleeping on the floor tonight" "you don't trust me sleeping with you anymore do you?" "no" I said getting up and walking to my bedroom and getting into bed and just cried,I didn't bother with cooking food all i did was drink and drink and drink until i was full of water.

A few hours later there was a knock on my bedroom door "Michael?" I said happily "no Prince" my happiness faded "I just wanted to bring you breakfast,I'll leave it on the side table" "thank you" I said turning to face the wall "look i know you don't love me like you use to and i know you don't like me much but i know how much you love Michael and all i want to say is that i wont be ruining anything between you and Michael anymore" "DONT YOU THINK YOUVE DONE ENOUGH?" I whisper yelled at Prince while crying "i know your upset and angry with me but you could at least try my food" he said grabbing the toast and putting it in front of my mouth "dont make me put this in your mouth and move your mouth for you" I rolled my eyes "fine I'll eat" i said sitting up "great!" He said smiling as i sat up and had the tray put onto my lap and as i ate the food Prince cooked I noticed that he was an amazing cook! "Wow! This is amazing!" I said smiling "thank you" "your welcome!" "Does this mean we are okay?" "Not sure about that but if you keep going with this kind of friendliness i would say we are now friends" "just from my cooking?" "and trying to help when i was being a crabby patty" we giggled "I'll let you lay in bed a little longer as your brother still isn't back from his friends place and yes i will call the phone number he called you from to check up on him" "okay thank you" I said laying back down in bed remembering all the amazing times me and Michael had together...