TINDER❥ || Scömìche

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I woke up.
The bright sunbeams shone through the curtains and I yawned and stretched my tired body.
I knew it was going to be a good day.
A look on my phone showed me it was already 11am and I quickly got up, showered and dressed up in skinny black jeans and a casual black T-Shirt.
I looked really skinny in it and I loved it.
For breakfast I had an apple and after browsing through social media, posting a selfie on Snapchat and answering my messages I opened Tinder.
I noticed that I tried to defer it.
Maybe because I was excited?
Nervous?
Looking forward?
Maybe I tripped over my tounge?
The app loaded and loaded.
It felt like it took forever but it probably only was a few seconds.
The homepage popped up and a second later 3 notifications popped up in the corner as well.
I clicked on them and saw that 3 guys liked my pictures and one of them wrote something:

⇝ Hey, where u from? Have interest in a hot dude with a big cock? We can meet and I'll show you!

I cringed.
What the hell did he want?
Is this platform all about hooking up?
Of course I was disappointed and I closed the app again.
My phone landed on the table when I stood up and looked out of the window frustrated.
I couldn't stay away from it because soon I got a message.
Kirstin wrote me.

Kirstie: Hey, wanna meet my boyfriend today at 2pm? ;)

I agreed and started watching some anime.
Time went by fast and I already had to get ready.
My clothes received a little touch up and after that I left the house with my keys, my cellphone and lip balm.
It was hot in LA and I regretted wearing black clothes.
But whatever. As long as it looked good it's ok.
I walked down the streets to Kirstin's flat and rang at the door.
I hadn't have to wait long beacuse my best friend opened the door almost immediately grinning like a Cheshire cat.
One thing I loved most about her is her energy and the love and positivity she spreads.
"Come in!", she whispered excited and I entered the small room.
We walked through the rooms until we arrived in the living room.
A tall man with brown hair  sat on the couch and stood up to greet me when he saw me.
"Hey, I'm Jeremy, nice to meet you! So you're Kirstie's best friend, right?"
"Yes, I am, Mitch, nice to meet you!", I answered confidently and nice reaching for his hand.
"Kirstie already told me a lot about you! She's obsessed with you!", Jeremy  smiled friendly.
And I gave Kirstin a loving look.

The rest of the day we talked about their new relationship, how happy they were, what they were planning for their future, how their families reacted when they told them and the rest of the time they just looked at each other in love.
Sometimes I was uncomfortable and I couldn't hide the jelousy.

I have been sitting on my chair for a quite long time now.
My phone was laying in front of me, the Tinder app was opened.
I was clueless.
Should I delete the app?
What is the sense?
It seems like everyone on there just wanted the one thing.
But maybe I should give it one last chance?
But what if this is dangerous.
Who could know with who I was chatting?
Too many questions in my head.
I assume this whole thing is bad for me.
I was about to close the app when the home screen refreshed and I saw a new guy popping up.
Wow, I got flashed.
I didn't prepare for this.
Why was the guy I saw distracting me so much?
But I just couldn't look away from this man.
He was different.
I couldn't help but click on his profile.
Now the picture was even nearer and I immediately had problems to breath.
His name was Scott and he was 25 years old.
The closer you looked the more details you could see about his face.
The first thing I saw were his beautiful skyblue eyes which were staring into the camera right into your soul.
Then there was his blonde hair; it looked so fluffy and defined.
His scruff was so hot and covered his strong chin.
And then there were his lips.
Light red and slightly smiling.
This is the most beautiful man I have seen in a looong time.
I scrolled down his profile and he seemed interesting.
Why not leave a like?
I mean what is the worst thing that could happen?
I acted without thinking and pressed the heart button.
My breath slowly started to calm down and my mind cleared.
What's happening inside of me?
I didn't even know the guy and he probably didn't even exist and it was a fake profile.
And am I actually sure if I want a boyfriend again?
Still my brain went crazy.

When I looked at my watch I noticed it was already 12pm and I was tired as hell.
I quickly undressed and laid down into my bed.
Still excited and hyper I fell asleep.