Chapter 23: The Night

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[Split POV's]

Bakugou: I was laying down next to him. But it felt so surreal. What do I do? I didn't even feel aggressive. I felt like... I felt content. It was the strangest feeling for me... Was content the right word? It's a little uncomfortable. Yet, it reminded me of Kirishima. I still love him with all I've got... But when I look at Izuku... Every memory of him fades away. Is this what your soulmate does? When you meet the one?

The night ended in Bakugou cuddling with Midoriya. Bakugou was too conflicted to understand his own feelings.
But he couldn't help but stay close to Midoriya, because amongst the confusion, that was the best feeling he felt the most.

Midoriya: Kacchan was laying next to me. He was holding my waist from behind. It was too late to go home so he had no choice but to stay. And that made me really happy! I really, really wanted to get it on... But staying with Bakugou like this... Felt even better. To be honest, I would have probably been scared poopless if we were to get it on in my own room.
I know I shouldn't do this since I'm still connected to Todoroki.
But when the time's right, I'll tell him!

They laid there in silence sighing happily as Bakugou tightened his hands around Midoriya's waist.
Bakugou pecked at Midoriya's neck showering him in kisses.
Midoriya giggled. "Stoooop Kacchan!"
Bakugou bit Midoriya's neck lightly, slowly clutching the side of his neck with his bare teeth.
"That tickles!" He whispered.
"But you're mine to eat." Bakugou said as he removed his mouth from his neck. "Right?"
Midoriya blushed dark red turning away from Bakugou.
"Hey... Izuku." He called.
"Y-yes? Kacchan?" Midoriya replied.
"You know... I never thought that I'd act this way... With you. I'm not saying that I don't love you or that I never did... I have always been so obsessed with you. So much that I didn't even notice myself." Bakugou started.
Midoriya turned himself around to face Bakugou.
"I'm going to be brutally honest here... I don't want to ruin this moment. But I'm really confused. And I have a lot to say."
"Katsuki..." Midoriya beckoned.
Bakugou gasped.
It was the first time Midoriya said his first name properly.
Bakugou looked over to Midoriya.
His eyes showed readiness.
He was prepared.
"I'm willing to take everything you throw at me. I'm willing to accept you as you are. You are mine... And I am yours." Midoriya said in a deep voice.
Bakugou sighed stressfully.
"Okay... I know I barely use my words... So it must be really funny! But... Everything that I am now, I owe to Eijiro. He meant a lot to me. He was the very reason I changed. His face... His smile... His nature... He is a really good person. His personality in every aspect... It sends an electric shock through my whole body.
It was like I understood what it meant to be in love.
And I know that he loved me very much too.
He cared for me so much that he decided to give up on his first crush.
But I... I just couldn't let you go.
I never meant to get so worked up... But I did. Every time you were with another man.
And subconsciously, so did Eijiro.
He still loved Denki.
And Denki is a really kind but stupid person. And I think about it all the time... Things like: Wooooow! They make a really good couple. Or: Man, their love would really spark!
Denki deserves Eijiro, Eijiro deserves Denki.
Because there was no way I could ever act like him... Even if I changed.
He is who he is. And I am who I am."
It was silent for a moment.
"So... You really did care for Kirishima and Kaminari... No, Eijiro and Denki.
That's... That's a really sweet thing to do." Midoriya whispered softly.
"What are you trying to say? That I don't have feelings?!" Bakugou shouted.
"I-I'm sorry!" Midoriya said in a frightened tone.
He put up his hands and waved them around gesturing a sign of an apology.
"No, it's fine. I'm.... I'm the worst." Bakugou admitted.
He sighed heavily and turned away.
"I-It's not that. I just--" Midoriya sighed. "I can't tell you anything because everything you've said was correct or how you feel. I don't know how to reply when you are answering your own questions and statements."
They stayed quiet for a moment.
"I needed to take this off my chest.
It's killing me, I don't want to use words but its the only way I can express how I feel. I guess I just want you to listen."
"Then I'll listen. I'll be here for you."
Bakugou and Midoriya stared at each other as they crawled up in a fetal position.
"Thank you." He said softly.

A/N:
*Midoriya said he'd tell Todoroki when the time is right.
*Bakugou said that he couldn't be like Kaminari (or Denki) even if he changed. (For Kirishima)

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