After a few minutes we were still looking at each other, focusing on one another's breathing. He fianally broke the silence.
"I will do everything I can to make your life easier, Jess" he stated clearly meaning every word he said.
"I will try my best to stay out of yours. I'm no good for you."
When something bad happens I get depressed, really depressed. I lock myself in a room for days without even eating. I really don't like being around people because the bad vibes rub off on people, or so it said in some hippie magazine I was reading in the library yesterday.
He laughed lightly "No good for me? You cry when someone brings up something stupid you did as a baby, what harm can you possibly cause?"
"Luke' I said sternly. "You are always full of life and compassion for others, I don't want you to feel pity for me and I definitely don't want you to see me at the state I will be at."
"I won't let you get to that state."
"Well if you refuse you can't stay away from me" I said dragging on the sentence more than I should've with sarcasm hinted everywhere.
"How do I deal with you?" He says smirking.
How do I deal with HIM?!?!? He drives me nuts, I wanna just tackle him with hugs and kisses but then I think, 'wait that's my best friend' then again I'm confused about my feelings in the first place, why did I like him if he was my best friend?
"Because I'm worth all the pain in the world" I say responding to his previous rhetorical question. I stuck my tongue out so he knew I was joking.
"Ill let you grieve with your family. Sometimes that's a good thing, just don't be too sad ok, DiDi?"
He calls me DiDi because my last name was Di Salvo so he always called me that once I started saying Hemmings, or Hemmo, which is his last name.
"Yeah. See ya tomorrow."
"You should stay home from school, Jess, don't go."
"I'll be fine, come by about 7:45?"
"Fine, bye" he says giving in and giving me a warming smile.
I closed the door. I couldn't wait for the days I will be saying ' pick me up at 8' but it will be for our dates, not school. It will happen, I know it will. It has to. We just need time.
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A/N: sorry for the short chapters and jumping in right away to the whole ' I'm in love with my best friend ' thing. Hope you enjoyed!!!
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FanfictionIt started with 4 letters. Blue is a feeling and most importantly, a home. OK THIS ISNT GOOD BUT ITS MY FIRST FANFIC AND IDK MAYBE GIVE IT A TRY?!? LOVE YOUUUUUU? Also, on my Spotify {aliss-UGH19} I have a public playlist called 'Blue' that I made...
