Blue//LRH

26)New life

I was scrolling through Tumblr and Instagram because, what else is there to do in the world of boredom? I suddenly came across a quote on the inspirational/ deep thoughts account I follow. It read; but what if the one who broke you is the only one who can fix you. Then it came to me. She broke him. She'll fix it. She has to fix it. Why did I have to suffer from her mistakes. I'm not blaming Zoey, but why do people have to mean so much that it ruins other people. I guess I have to stop finding the answers before life changes the question on me.
---------------------------------------------5 months later-----------------------------------------
I can't believe I was holding him in my arms. I didn't want be holding him. I didn't want to be so in love with his eyes. I didn't want to see him, in him everywhere. And as much as a part of me didn't want to, My god I'm in love with him. He breaks his stare by tears blurring his vision. I hand him over to his mom. My twin sister. At 16. A mom.

It felt right. It didn't feel weird or worrisome. We were all delighted really. Michael was there supportive through all of this for Jacklyn, my sister (being as pregnant as ever) was there, I was there, my dad was there, Calum, Zoey and Ashton were there, and I know Mom and mama Alisha were there too. Somehow. It was July right now, so for a summer vacation Luke's family went to a cottage a couple hours away so he couldn't be here.

Me and Luke are Ok. Now that I know somethings wrong, everything he does and every time he is silent, it just makes me so mad because I want him to open up. It's been 5 months and no progress has been made. He still laughs and talks and jokes around but I don't join in anymore. I had to much false hope to believe in his false happiness. Right now though, I am truly the happiest I've been in 5 months. It's summer, I'm an aunt to such a gorgeous little boy who has Michael's eyes yet darker. I'm going into Grade 12 meaning I'm done high school by this time next year. Everything is coming together. As for the baby, he has my sisters hair for sure and my sisters lips and smile. I guess that means the baby looks a lot like me too. Pretty much the only thing about him like Michael is the eyes and the constant giggles.

We are all sitting in the hospital room admiring the baby when someone rustles into the room and swings the door open so fast that we all ducked thinking it would come off its hinges. Once the tall male settles down we can all see its Luke. Who knew Luke had so much force in his arm. His hair is a little darker than usual, that's normal for Luke though being the summer time and everything. It could also be the shadow of his black baseball cap he has on backwards making his hair look so dark. The waves in his hair also become more prominent. I swear I don't see this boy for a week and he grows 3 more inches.

"Where is he?" Luke asks out of breath probably from running around the entire hospital to get here.

"Right here." Mikey says handing the delicate child to Luke. Quickly regretting it when he sees Luke's eyes widen with uncertainty.

"That's my kid, mate, be careful."

If we are all being honest we all know Michael will probably drop the child before Luke.
I can tell Luke is enjoying admiring the baby's features and how they will be so different in a couple months times. Imagine how different he will look in 5 years or age 20.
Michaels mom being the new grandma she is wanted to hold her grandson so Luke had to give him up. Ashton goes up to Luke and gives him a good man hug.

"Hello to you to mate." He sarcastically pats Luke's shoulder.

Luke chuckles and gives a little grin.

"Hello everybody!" He starts from where Zoey is all the way to where Jacklyn is in the room to hug everyone. Those couple minutes were full of welcome backs to Luke and congratulations to Michael and Jacklyn and 'my god any day now' to Isadora, even though she still has a good 2 months. She's also expecting a boy.

"So have you guys decided on a name yet?" Luke asked.

"I want one of the boys names, like Cal, Ash or Luke because you guys are the uncles and I want to have a strong family bond and with their uncles names I think that's really cute. But dumbo over here."

"I want Alex." Michael interrupts Jacklyn.

"Tell them why Michael." My sister insists.

"I don't think you need to tell us. We got it." I say already knowing its Michael Clifford. He would most definitely name his child after someone in all time low.

"It makes sense!!! He's a FUTURE HEART- breaker. GET IT?!?!?"

Calum and Luke were actually close to needing the oxygen tanks because of how hard they were laughing. To the point where I began to question if they were laughing at Michaels stupidity or their own.

The nurse comes in making the two boys stop laughing to act mature. Of course they were still biting on the bone of their thumb to contain the giggles.

"Visiting hours are over. You may come back Tomorrow at around 10:00 in the morning if the patients are awake."

"Ok, thank you" we all say walking out saying our goodbyes to the new baby and Michael and Jacklyn.

As we were walking out I felt a hand pull me back a little. I turn to see Luke.

"coming over?" He asks me.

"Yeah I guess. Dad! Izzy! Going to Luke's place for a bit ok?"

"Sure sweetheart." My dad shoots us a smile. His ugly murder face.

As we were waking towards Luke's house things begin to quiet down.

"Did you miss me?" Luke asks referring to being at the cottage.

"I've been missing you for months." I say at almost a whisper.

As we reach the first step towards his door he stops me, puts an arm around me and kisses my temple.

"Today we witnessed new life. I promise you. I'm going to make this A new life. That's my promise to you."

And as of then I walked into those doors more assured then I've ever been.

Flashback to chapter 11 -Blue-
*being broken, but not by a lover. Lost, but not because I'm alone. Unassertive, but not because I'm not confident. I feel
Engaged in the fact that my entire life, people were lying. Whatever word that is, that's how I feel"*

[back in current chapter]

I said I feel Unassertive but not because I'm not confident. I felt that way because i felt feeble. I was lacking strength in my character. But if Luke is trying to get himself back, so can I. I roll up my sleeve to where I wrote down blue on my forearm. I grab a pen off Luke's desk and scratch out the U.

"What are you doing?"

"Whatever happens when you take away the darkness of Blue."

Luke just smirks.

"The Pacific ocean."