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he loves you, but you have a boyfriend pt 1 (Calum)

"This is the third time this week that he's ditched you, (Y/N)..." Calum explained to you as you sat on your bed crying. You called Calum and asked him to come over to try and get your boyfriend off your mind, but it was hard when you were talking about the situation. You wouldn't have been so upset over him ditching you if you weren't in love with him. No matter what he did you always found yourself running back to him with open arms. It was highly unlikely for you to leave him. "I know, Cal, and I know that I should do something, but I won't. I love him too much. He's probably busy or something." You shrugged your shoulders and Calum just looked over at you with a disappointed look on his face. "You know what he's like, (Y/N). You know how he says whatever it takes to make you happy. He knows exactly what to say to you to make you not mad at him and you fall for his antics every time. I don't understand how you can continue to let him hurt you like that. You deserve better." He removed his stare from you and looked at the wall in front of him. You started to feel slightly angry at him for saying that. He doesn't understand exactly what you go through so he has no say. "You've never been in love before, so how the hell do you know how I'm feeling? You don't know how hard it is to let him go!" You raised your voice at him and he turned to you once again; this time standing up. "I do know what it's like to be in love and you know what else I know? I know what it's like to be so in love with someone and having to try to pick up the pieces every time her asshole of a boyfriend breaks her down. It's hard having to see her always come running to me when her boyfriend does something wrong. I don't understand how she can be with him when she knows I can and would treat her so much better." He shook his head at you and walked out of your room. You were left there feeling extremely hurt and confused, not knowing that's how he felt about you...