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he dies (Ashton)

Ashton:

   "Why?!" You screamed, throwing clothing onto the floor. You picked up some picture frames and threw them onto the ground, the glass shattering as it came in contact with ground. "Woah, woah, woah, (Y/N)!" Luke yelled as he came into your apartment. You looked over at him and tears stained your cheeks. While Ashton was in the hospital he had sent the boys to come and check up on you when you weren't by his side and when he knew he wasn't going to make he he made sure they continued to check on you. Ashton wanted nothing more than you to be okay. "Why did he have to go, Luke? I don't get it! He lied! He told me he would be okay and that he was going to beat the cancer. He told me not to worry about him because he was a fighter. He wasn't going to give up without a fight, but why did he leave?! He lied! He's a lying bastard!" You screamed, reaching for another picture frame to throw to the ground in anger, but Luke grabbed onto your arm, stopping you. "He did everything in his best ability to stay alive... He was already at stage four no surgery could save him, (Y/N)..." "Why did he have to leave me...?" You tried to ignore the giant lump in your throat because you didn't want to cry in front of Luke. He had already seen you cry multiple times once Ashton passed, but you wanted to be strong. "He wanted you to see him with a smiling face before it got any worse. He didn't want the cancer to extremely bad, so he asked if they could put him out of his misery. All he wanted was for you to see him exactly how you saw him the first day you two met; happy. He always was happy with you and I do think you were the one for him, unfortunately it was cut short, but never forget that he loves you, (Y/N)." "I love him, too..." You cried, tears falling from your eyes like a waterfall. "Why did they have to take him away from me...?" You whimpered, falling to your knees. Luke wrapped his arms around you in a comforting hug as he tried to console you.