It's Not So Easy

chapter 5

I make my way over to where Alicia is setting with her friends. "hey Alicia" I say as I set next to her. "hey Duff" she says as she smiles. I think her friends get the hint, because they all get up. "So I was gonna ask you, how did you find out we were playing tonight?" I say. "Slash called and told me to come." that sneaky bitch.

we talk for about 30 minutes, when she leans in to kiss me. oh my god. she just kissed me. this time it wasn't just a peck. there was some tongue involved. i quickly feel embarrassed when I see Slash saw the whole think. he is going to get it later. I'm pretty sure Axl, Izzy, and Steven has left the Troubadour completely, which is good for me.

I can't believe we made out. I know I'm a grown man, but I actually see potential in this relationship. not just a one night stand. She then kisses me on the cheek. at this point I'm pretty sure I have red lipstick all over my mouth and cheeks. I'm okay with that, because it's Alicia's.

we decide to leave the Troubadour, and I feel like taking Alicia with me. when we arrive to our apartment I go in first and make sure Axl, Steven, or Izzy isn't there. and they were no where to be found. Just me, Alicia, and Slash.
Alicia and I go into my room, I give her a t shirt of mine, that's way too big for her which looks cute, and some shorts one of Slash's girlfriends left here.

"turn around" she says. so I turn around, even though I don't want to. when I turn around and see her, she looks so adorable in the Aerosmith shirt I gave her, and she took her hair down which turns me on even more.

I take off my shirt and jeans, and change into some sweatpants. and we get into my very small bed. we end up talking about Guns N' Roses and how well we're doing at the clubs. and of course her life too. she lays her head on my chest, I kiss her on her forehead, and we fall asleep.

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The next morning when I wake up were still in the same position we was when we fell asleep. I don't say anything because I don't want to wake her so I just lay there. taking this moment in. I hear giggles coming from the next room over which is stevens. damn whoever that is he's with, they're being loud as fuck. I guess the loudness of Steven and whoever is in his room wakes Alicia up. "who is that?" Alicia says as she rubs her eyes. she is so cute. "Some girl Steven brought home I guess."

then there's a knock on my door. oh shit that must be Steven. "oh shit who is that?" Alicia says. "It's probably Steven." I guess I didn't lock the door because he just comes in. "oh shit man I didn't realize, I'm sorry." he says.

I get out of bed and go over to him. "we didn't do anything like that man, just please don't tell Axl. slash already knows." I say as I peak my head out of the door so I can talk to him without anyone seeing Alicia in my bed.

"you got it, but uhh Jens in my bed, and we need a condom and I'm all out." he said as he grins. so I go over to my nightstand and get the box of condoms out. I give him 5 just in case. " here ya go man." as I hand him the condoms, he thanks me and goes back into his room.

I walk back over to my bed and say "Holy shit Steven is with Jen, that's who was being loud as fuck." to Alicia. "oh my god, I can't wait to hear all about this later." Alicia says to me with a giggle.

"So Duff, what are we?" Alicia says as she looks up to me. "anything you want baby." i reply back. she giggles. "I want you to be my girl."
"then I guess I'm your girl" she says as she gives me a kiss. I did it, I got the girl of my dreams. I mentally give my self a high five.

we end up talking, and kissing a few times here and there. I think I could be falling in love. who new I could fall in love? certainly not me.