It's Not So Easy

Chapter 21

A/N : the picture above is of Duff in the Welcome To The Jungle music video. It's the only good one I could find, sorry about the vevo thing in the corner. :/

I woke up to Alicia smiling and running her fingers through my hair.

"good morning." she said with a smile.

"good morning baby." I say back, and return the smile.

"I love your hair Duff, even if you are a fake blonde." she giggles.

"thank you baby." I say with a smile.

I lay my head on her chest, and take one of her breasts in my hand and play with it gently. she has the perkiest boobs i've ever seen.

"I love your boobs baby. their so perky and round, and oh my god." I say as I take one of her small nipples into my mouth.

I hear a little giggle, and then a playful scream.
"Duff, we have to get up!! you have the music video today!"

oh fuck.. I forgot all about it. the guys cancelled the video the other day due to our night of partying, and they rescheduled it for today.

"you're right, we should probably get up." I say, but we don't move.

"woah! put some clothes on guys!" Slash says. we didn't even hear the door open.

"make up sex?" he says.

"how'd you know?" I say in return.

"let's just say you guys were arguing, and these walls are not sound proof, so the guys and I heard a lot." he says as he walks to my closet to barrow a shirt.

"well shit, that's great." Alicia says with a smirk on her face.

"yeah.. I'm gonna go shower." I say, getting up off of the bed.

"wait for me!!" Alicia says. I hear her hop off of the bed, and run after me.

she meets me in the bathroom, and since we're all ready naked, there's no need to strip each other.

we get in the shower, exchange kisses, clean each other, and do things couples do in the shower.

we get out and Alicia dries her hair and puts some makeup on, but I was told not to do that because we have a hair and makeup artist doing it for us.

I put on some sweatpants, an Aerosmith shirt, and sneakers, because that's what all the guys have on too. I guess we'll pick out our clothing there.

Alicia and I walk out into the living room and all of the guys immediately say "you guys should keep it down." or "we know what you did last night!"

"shut the fuck up. have you guys never had sex before?" I say, and I see Alicia's cheeks start to turn red.

"of course we have.. I just don't think any of us has went as hard as you two did." Steven says.

"well maybe you should try it." I say as I stick my tongue out at him. we really are like a bunch of 5 year olds, aren't we?
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we arrive at the building that looks like it's only used for storage, and go in.

we're greeted by people I don't know with all sorts of equipment, and some I do know like Tom Zutaut. he's basically the reason why we're even making this video.

A/N : if you haven't already go watch "The Story of How Guns N' Roses Broke MTV" on youtube, it's amazing!! :)

apparently we have to get our makeup done, so I set down at a vanity type thing, and let the makeup artist paint my face with makeup.

the lady doesn't put on much, just some powder, eyeliner, and some kind of eyeshadow. I know a lot about makeup because we wear it sometimes.

for my outfit I decided to go with a blue button up with a gray shirt underneath, leather pants, and boots. for hair I did it like I always do, but i tied a bandana underneath my hair.

the guys finish their makeup, hair, and picking out their clothes so now it's time to start shooting the video.

we're not actually having a concert, it just looks like that. it's kinda weird, it feels like we're acting. we play Welcome To The Jungle a total of 4 times, to get scenes that we'll need for the video.

we have to film some other stuff like Axl on the street or something like that too, but it doesn't involve me so I probably won't go.

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we're back at the apartment and the aura is definitely weird. probably because i'm not speaking to the lead singer.. kinda hard when you're in a band, but also easy when he's an asshole 24/7.

"hey fuckers!!" Slash yells as he walks into the apartment with a bottle of Jack Daniels in his hand. there's a moment of silence before he says "who's ready to get pissfaced drunk?!?"

everyone in the room said "me!", except for me.

"come on Duff, drink with us man." Axl says patting me on the back.

"I'll pass." I sigh in annoyance.

"what's your problem?" he says to me, like he has no idea about all the things he's done lately.

"well lets see.. you can't let me be happy. you try to fuck up my life any chance you get." I say getting up from the couch to go to my room where Alicia is when I heard him mumble something under his breath.

"go fuck yourself, dick." he said to himself, as if I wouldn't hear it.. but I did.

before he could even think I pick him up by his shirt so he isn't touching the ground anymore and he's level with me.

"what was that?" I say tightening my grip on him.

"I said.. go fuck yourself, dick." Axl said as if he thought I was just gonna let him off the hook.

"that's what I thought." I say as I set him back down on the ground, but before he could walk away, I punched him right on his left cheek.

"fuck you!" he yelled as he rubbed the cheek I had just punched.

he then pushes me into the wall, and then we were just in a full blown fight.

Izzy and Slash were trying to break us up, but it wasn't really working.

after all, it isn't a day around here until you've gotten into a fight.

but then I stopped when I heard someone say my name.

"Duff.. what the fuck!"