It's Not So Easy

Chapter 19

"HOW IN THE FUCK COULD YOU TAKE THAT PICTURE YOU FUCKFACE??" I scream as I jerk the covers off of him.

"what, what picture?" Axl mumbles as he rubs his head.

"this one!" I say as I hold up the picture and shove it in his face.

"the girl was yelling at me to take the picture, so I did it. It isn't that big of a deal, Duff." he says as he pulls the cover back over him and rolls over.

"maybe not to you, but I have a girlfriend who is gonna be here any minute.. oh and not to mention, SHES PREGNANT!" I scream back.

how am I ever going to explain this to Alicia? she is going to be so pissed at me. I feel like throwing up.

"yeah yeah whatever, just let me sleep." Axl says.

I do as he says because I don't feel like dealing with his bipolar shit right now, and I set on the balcony and smoke.

as soon as I put my cigarette out, Slash yells at me.

"Duff someone is here for you!"

I know the person who is here for me is Alicia. and don't get me wrong, i'm beyond happy to see her. it's just, i'm going to have to explain what Asshole Rose did. I don't think it would threaten our relationship, but it will make her upset, and that's the last thing I wanna do.

her face lights up as soon as she sees me.

"hey beautiful." I say as I walk in, closing the door behind me.

"hey sweetie." she replies.

her belly is starting to show, and it's so fucking adorable. It's just been two days. I feel like I've missed a lot.

she walks over to the couch, and I follow.

"I missed you so much, staying with my mother without you was a pain in the ass."

"I missed you too honey, and it couldn't have been that bad." I say as I rub her little baby bump.

our conversation is interrupted when Axl shouts for me.

"Duff, come in here!"

I roll my eyes and make my way over to his room, he is still the last person I want to talk to right now.

when I walk in he's setting on his bed looking at a photo. I've had enough with photos for one day.

"what is it?" I say impatiently.

"I just thought you might want to see this. I was trying to find my cigs and was looking through everyone's jacket pockets when I found this." he says handing me the photo.

the photo depicted me and the girl from last night kissing.

"fuck my ass! I didn't think it could get any worse before, but now this! what am I supposed to do?" I say as I take a seat next to him on the bed.

"maybe you should tell her? or maybe you shouldn't? I don't really know. ask Izzy, he always has the best advice." Axl says as he pats me on the back.

he is right, Izzy always gives the best advice.

I make my way to Izzy's bedroom and knock on his door.

"come in." I hear him mumble under his breath. so, I open his bedroom door and walk over to his bed.

"hey Iz, I was hoping to get your advice on something." I say as I lay down next to him.

"yeah of course. what is it?" Izzy says as he rolls over facing me.

"I'm sure you've already seen the photos Axl took of me and that girl, and I just don't know what to do about it." I say.