It's Not So Easy

Chapter 9

so I make my way to the bathroom and notice the shower is confusing as fuck to turn on, but eventually I figure it out. I get in and realize the only shampoo is 2 in 1. what the actual fuck Alicia. i have wavy ass, tangly ass hair, ain't no way this shit is gonna work but there's nothing else in here, so I guess this will have to do.

I'm in the middle of washing my hair when I hear something in the bathroom. I ignore it, and go on with my shower so I can get back to my baby. it's probably just Alicia's cat Sam anyway. I feel a huge gust of cold air. then I realize, the shower curtain has been pulled open. and there she is. standing there naked, getting in the shower with me. I must look like a wet dog, I have suds stacked a foot tall on top of my head.

"hey baby, what are you doing?" I say in a cheerful voice as I kiss her forehead. "I thought you could use some company!" she says, and her face lights up. I could look at her all day.
she starts washing her hair, and I just stare at her while she's doing so. "what are you staring at?" she says with a giggle. "your beautiful face baby." I say as I put my hands around her waste and pull her close to me.

"I'm so tired, I could fall over." she says. "no baby, not tonight, I have a fun night planned." I turn her around and finish washing her hair for her. when I'm done, she turns around and starts attacking me with kisses. "Aliciaaaaaa!!" I say as I try not to fall. "what are you gonna do??" she says, continuing to kiss me. "I'll show you what I'm gonna do!" I pick her wet body up, trying not to fall, and sling her over my shoulder. here we are running through her place wet and naked. "I sure am glad no ones here!" i say as I smack her butt.

" Duff!" she says as reaches her hand down and smacks my but too. I throw her on the bed and lay down next to her because I'm out of breath. "duff." Alicia says in a serious voice. "yes baby?" I say as I look down to her. "I love you."

oh. my. god. did she actually just say that? no girl has ever told me they loved me before. "I love you too baby." I say back. now we're facing each other. "I've always had a crush on you, and now I can call you mine." I say as I rub my thumb across her cheek and gently kiss her.

our kiss gets even longer and longer. we pull away from each other to catch our breath. when we pull away Alicia looks at me with a serious face. she then says "Michael." no one ever calls me that. "did you just call me Michael?" I say as I look at her with a grin, then I begin to tickle her. I love hearing her laugh. "yes I did , Michael Andrew Mckagan!" she says while laughing.

I love this girl with all my heart, I really do. I'd be stupid if I let my band, or Axl come between us. she makes me happy. she is my happiness.

before this girl came into my life, I was drinking half of a gallon of vodka during the day, then going out with the guys at night. I would party all night and sleep all day.

now that Alicia's in my life, I hardly ever party at all. Im always with her so I don't want to do that stuff. id rather see her. she changed my life. I've never felt this way about anyone before, and I'm glad it's her.

we get under the covers, still naked. I comb her hair gently because that always makes her fall asleep. her skin on my skin is the best feeling in the world. "I love you baby, goodnight." I say as I kiss her shoulder. "I love you." she says.