MAng pinakamatindi daw na kalaban ng puso, ay ang isip.
Sa kaso ko ngayon, bugbog sarado na ang puso ko. Pero patuloy parin sa pagtibok. Paos na paos na kakasigaw ng pangalan niya, pero hindi parin tumitigil.
Tapos ngayon, pati isip ko, ang sakit-sakit na.
Alam niyo kase, nung nasa states ako, I learned to rely on my mind. Sakanya lang ako nakikinig. Kase rational eh.
Paguwi ko dito, ewan ko ba pero biglang sa puso ko na ako nakikinig bigla.
Para bang nabigyan siya ng megaphone tas nilagyan ng duct tape yung isip ko para siya lang talaga marining ko? Ganun.
Kaya eto, nagrerebelde na utak ko. Ang sakit.
Lalo na nung napakinggan ko yung Lego House niya.
Ikaw ba naman iflood ang notifs mo tas parang iisang link lang andun. Syempre pipindutin mo diba?
SEAN Ph number (+6396...)
calling"What is it bro?"
"DUDEEEEE! J SANG LEGO HOUSE!!! SHE'S FU**ING AMAZING!!! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME SHE CAN SING THIS WELL HUH?"
"Don't shout."
"YOU HAVEN'T HEARD IT YET? MAN YOU SHOULD. ACTUALLY I THINK IT WAS FOR YOU! IF SHE FEELS THE SAME WAY BACK THEN FOR YOU THEN PROBABLY-"
"Oh shut up. That wasn't for me."
"YEAH RIGHT. All her other exes have their own songs you know. And none of her songs are covers. She wrote each a breakup song. I talked to some of your fans - who were really awesome by the way - and they told me!"
"...."
"Hey man you still there? Hann? HANN? What was your name here again? Oh right. Marlo with the WE. ... Alright fine I'm hanging up you as**ole."Mas chismosa pa sa babae tong si Sean. Nauna pa siya sakin makipag interact sa mga fans oh? Dati kaibigan ko na yang mga yan eh. Close kami.
Ngayon narealize kong kasama rin sila sa mga iniwan ko.
I opened my Facebook and started a live video. Sorry guys. Eto babawi nalang ako.
"What's up Philippines! Kamusta?"
A flurry of thumbs-ups and hearts filled his screen.
"Missed you all. Grabe. Been so long no? Kinda still hirap magtagalog. Di na sanay eh. Weird no. I sound so conyo."
He skimmed through the comments. Apparently it was full of green heart emojis and a dozen variations of I love yous.
"Ah eto magandang tanong. Bakit ba ko umalis. Hm. Mahabang kwento yan nako. Pang MMK. Nako may MMK pa ba?"
He was laughing at his own joke when a series of comments caught his eye.
"Kanta ka naman Marlo. Osige sige. What do you guys want me to sing? Don't make me sing any new OPM songs ha. I don't have any idea about them."
Of course, everyone wanted only one song for him to sing. LEGO HOUSE. All caps daw para intense.
"Wow. Grabe. Holy - guacamole. Yeah. Alright fine fine. Because namiss ko kayong lahat. Everyone - wow 50k people watching. So yeah. For everyone na nakakamiss. This is Lego House by Ed Sheeran. For you."
He winked and the app crashed. LOL oops. Sorry.
Wag daw Lego House kantahin ko sabi ng Facebook. What even.
I will love you better now
Boses mo na naririnig ko, hindi na yung kay Ed Sheeran. Bakit ka ganyan Janella? Sabi mo walang tayo diba? Nung sinabi kong gusto ko na may tayo sinagot mo ko ng NO. Tapos ngayon ganyan ka.
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FanfictionChoosing to love him, with all that he has done, wasn't part of her plan. Choosing to hurt her, with all that she means to him, wasn't his either. That was before. Now, choosing to love or hurt each other, the decision is theirs.