Chapter Twelve

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*fast forward 1 hour*

We was all downstairs. The Asking Alexandria lads where still here, I seemed to get along with them. Danny was being extremely caring towards me... Which isn't like him. In fact they all where... I was sitting there when I felt someone's eyes burning into my arm. I looked up to see James staring at my wrist. He looked up to see me looking at him. I looked down to see my wrist was on show. I quickly pulled my sleeve down and crossed my arms.

"Rebecca? Can I talk to you for a second... Outside..." James questioned he got up and I looked down. I looked at Ashley and he was giving me a confused look

"He saw..." I sighed as I walked passed Ashley. I rubbed my forearm and stepped onto the front porch.

"You know what I want to talk about don't you..." He stated looking down at me. I looked at my feet and sighed

"Yes. Yes I do. And I know your going to give me the same talk everybody else does. Your going to tell me to stop because it's not good for me. Well it's not that simple!" I snapped. I was embraced in a hug.

"I know it's not easy... But your right. It isn't good for you. What if you die?" He sighed

"If you must know I've thrown my blades away. In the forest. There gone" I sighed. I pulled away from James and he ruffled my hair

"And that where they stay. No more cutting... Understand?" He questioned. I sighed and nodded. He smiled at me, just then my hip locked in place again. It was agonising again.

"James... Erm can you get Andy... Like now" I said.

"Erm sure?" He questioned. He walked off, I walked over to the corner of the porch and sat in the corner. My back pressed against the wall my hand resting on my hip. Andy came out and looked around and then saw me. He came over and came down to my level

"Hip?" He questioned. I nodded. He laughed lightly and sat next to me

"I won't lift you inside until the pain's dulled... We can chill out here for a bit" Andy suggested. I nodded. Just then all of the lads and Juliet poked there heads around the door.

"What's taking so long?" CC groaned

"Hip again" Andy stated. Danny, Sam, Ben, James and Cameron exchanged looks.

"What about it?" Sam questioned

"She's chipped the bone and shizzle. It's busted" Andy stated. They all nodded.

"How'd you manage that lion?" Ben laughed. I rolled my eyes

"I fell from my window ledge onto the floor and yeah..." I laughed

"Lion?" Everyone questioned

"HER HAIR IS LIKE A LION'S MANE!" Ben laughed.

"Apart from the fact it's black... And it doesn't go around my whole face... And it doesn't stick out all over the place" I laughed

"Facts mean fuck all to me!" Ben stated. I laughed.

"Yep, ok I'm getting up" I stated. But before I even had a chance to get up Danny had already ran up to me and picked my up bridle style.

"SHES SUCH A FUCKING MASTERPIECE!" Danny screamed

"Self distraction is such a pretty little thing" I sighed just so Danny could hear.

"Someone get a picture of me and mini Biersack!" Danny stated. Everyone got there phones out. I covered my face with my hands so they couldn't see my ugliness. I saw all of the flashes. I uncovered my face and Danny was staring at me

"You don't cover ze face with ze hands" he said in a French accent

"But I want to" I groaned. Danny laughed and carried me into the living room and sat me down. Everyone tumbled in. They had ALL put the photo up of me and Danny and the captions where

(Ben) DANNY'S CARRYING A FUCKING LION BE CAREFUL!

(Juliet) Look at Danny and my girly! It's moments like this I cherish

(Andy) Rawr 🐯

(Danny) WEH HEY ITS A MINI BIERSACK! I NOW HAVE A MALE AND FEMALE BIERSACK! Happy Danny!

(Ashley) Put the kid down Danny. I want a turn...👌

(Jake) An extremely rare sighting of a wild Worsnop and Biersack together... Extremely rare!

(Jinxx) Worsack... Biersnop? Let's make this a thing 😜

(Sam) Danny she's underage mate sorry... And anyway, I think Andy and Juliet may kill you if you tried 🙈

(Cameron) I want a photo. Becca da fuq is my photo? And don't say up my ass. Ben has checked.

(James) Just met this kiddo, she's so sweet and caring! Rebecca Biersack 👌

(CC) CC NEVER GOT A PHOTO. CC NEVER GOT HUG. CC SAD 😭😂

I laughed. I pulled my sleeves right down over my hands and placed one hand on my mouth and bit my sleeve. I was getting really nervous and I wasn't quite sure why... I was sat next to Ashley and Danny. Ashley could tell I was nervous and rubbed my forearm slightly he leaned down to my ear

"Anxiety?" He questioned.

"I'm not sure... it's not the usual type... It's different" I whispered back. He gave me a confused look and I pulled my knees to my chest and I hugged them.

"I-i'm going to my room..." I announced and got up and walked to my room. I ran into my bedroom and fell onto my bed. I curled into a little ball and took deep breathes. I felt someone touch my shoulder blade lightly. I flinched and turned my head around to see Ashley and Andy.

"What's up? Is it anxiety?" Andy questioned

"No... It doesn't feel like the usual attack. It's different... I don't know how to explain it" I sighed.

"Is it worse than an anxiety attack? Like a usual one?" Ashley questioned

"It's not an attack as such... I'm just nervous but I feel like I'm going to have an attack" I mumbled whilst playing with my sleeve. I sat up and rested my back against the headboard.

"Well we will stay with you just to be on the safe side... Oh and tomorrow we are going to the zoo. Me, you, the rest of BVB and AA!" Andy smiled.

"I've never been to the zoo" I sighed. My anxiety was getting worse. I started to tremble. My hands where shaking and I felt really light headed.

"Attack?" Andy questioned. I nodded and clutched my knees to my chest. They soothed my back and hushed me. I became calm again after a few moments

"You've never been to the zoo!?! How come?" Ashley questioned

"I was always locked in my room. I never went on outings..." I sighed

"Well tomorrow you will! Now you get some sleep for tomorrow. You will need it" they chuckled. I nodded and snuggled into my bed. They both hugged me and Andy kissed my forehead lightly and I drifted slowly to sleep.

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