adopted ❂ andy biersack

Chapter Sixteen

We had decided to put on some music, the first song we listened to was Déjà Vu by Sleeping With Sirens. Ash and CC dragged me off of the bed and we stood by my mirror. Andy knew exactly what we was going to do and got out his phone and decided to Instagram the video. The intro was nearly finished

"1! 2! 3! 4!" We then started dancing. We kept laughing and singing along to the lyrics. Juliet decided to get up and join in. And then everybody else did. Andy decided to keep recording.

"ITS LIKE IM HAVING DÉJÀ DÉJÀ VU!" We all sang. We kept giggling. When the song finished Ashley ran to the CD player and put on Breathless - Asking Alexandria. We all stood there and Andy jumped on the bed to get a better view for the video.

"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!" We all yelled and started jumping around and laughing like crazy. I walked over to the camera

"I'm not a lion by the way Ben!" I giggled and walked back to my bed and laid on it, I was exhausted. I took my phone and liked all of the videos Andy had posted. I opened twitter and tweeted Ben

'Mew? Or rawr?' He saw it straight away and RT'ed it and favourited it and replied

'RAWR! You lil lion!' I laughed and RT'ed it. Just then my phone started ringing. It was an unknown number again. I cautiously answered it and instantly regretted it when I heard Billy...

"Oh so your still alive then... You haven't taken my advice and killed yourself... Wow I never thought I would have to kill a worthless emo myself. It's usually the emo's that kill themselves" He snickered. I didn't reply. I stared at my wall, my eyes watering. I started to tremble.

"So your not going to answer me? You should really talk more... Soon you won't be talking at all..." I felt my phone being taken from my hand but I didn't break my vision with the wall. I sat there shaking and staring at the wall. I felt my body being turned. I broke my trance and stared right through Ashley.

"Rebecca?" CC questioned. They all gathered around in front of me. Andy, CC and Jinxx knelt and the rest stood. I still looked right through Ashley.

"Rebecca answer us..." Jake asked shaking my knee slightly. I sniffled and carried on looking through Ash.

"She's in shock... Ash who was on the phone?" Jinxx questioned

"I'm not sure... it was an unknown number..." Ash sighed. I started shaking more as the thoughts of what he had done to me came flooding back. I started to cry but I couldn't move my arms. I was shaking to much. I felt someone run there thumb under my eyes.

"Rebecca... Rebecca can you hear us?" Andy questioned, worry hinting in his voice. I sniffled.

"I can't do this..." I whispered.

"Do what?" Juliet questioned. I didn't reply.

"Hun?" Andy went right in front of my vision. I blinked and stared right at him. He shook my knee

"Hun answer me..." He shook my knee again. I blinked

"Andy she's in shock. She will only answer one of us..." Ashley stated

"And who's that one?" Andy questioned.

"Rebecca? Answer us please..." Ashley sighed

"I can't do this anymore... he's going to kill me" I whispered.

"No he won't we will protect you... At all costs" CC soothed. I didn't reply. I laid down on my back and moved my hands to my face and cried. I was still trembling like crazy. I needed blades... Now.

"Everything's going to be ok, your safe with us" Ashley soothed. I felt everyone clamber onto my bed. Andy played with my hair and I sniffled.

"I'm going in the shower..." I stated. They all nodded and left the room. I got up and walked over to my mirror. I looked into it. My makeup had ran and I was blotchy. I walked into my bathroom and took all of my makeup off and turned the shower on. I jumped in and sat on the shower floor and cried. He is going to kill me... I cleaned my body and washed my hair and jumped out. I wrapped a towel around my body and walked to my wardrobe. I took out my oversized batman top and put black gym shorts on underneath. I let my hair down and left it like that. I looked on my bed to see Ashley had put my phone down. It rang. And I answered

"Billy... I know your going to kill me. But what's the point in you wasting your energy on me... I'll be dead by the end of the week. If I'm not you can kill me" I trembled into the phone

"You have 5 days to kill yourself. I'll be waiting for news..." He snickered. I could feel him smiling. I hung up and threw my phone down. I looked in the mirror. I walked downstairs to see everybody littered around on sofa's. I then saw the purse on the table behind Andy's chair. I walked in and walked towards Andy's chair. I stood behind it. I slipped the purse into my gym shorts and sat next to Andy.

"You alright now hun?" He questioned sweetly. I bit my nail and nodded. We talked for 15 minutes and then reality kicked in. I was going to be killed... I don't want to be murdered. I would rather commit suicide. I excused myself and ran upstairs, the purse still in my pocket. I shut my door but didn't lock it. I took a blade from the purse and put the purse under my bed. I took the blade and looked in the mirror. I cut in and it was deep. I moved down my wrist and got deeper each time. I was crying so much. I finally reached my vein. I cut in. I ran to my bed and took my phone. I then stood in front of the mirror and laughed at how pathetic I was. I was bleeding to death. I decided to text Ben.

'Even the toughest of lions aren't that strong... Tell James I broke the promise... Badly. Sorry. Bye' I sent the text and it came up as read straight away. My phone started ringing, I answered

"Rebecca it's James... How bad!?!" He panicked

"Haha James... I'm going to be killed anyway... I have 5 days to kill myself or he kills me. I would rather kill myself..." I laughed.

"REBECCA CALL AN AMBULANCE!" He yelled into the phone

"What can they do James..." I laughed. I heard the phone being passed around

"Rebecca just keep talking to us... Stay with us!" Ben pleaded. I giggled. My knees suddenly buckled from beneath me and I fell to the floor.

"Sorry" I croaked out and then it went dark.

*ASHLEY'S POV*

Rebecca had been gone for about 10 minutes. I had a feeling something had happened. I got up and walked towards the stairs but was interrupted by loud banging on the door

"SOMEBODY FUCKING ANSWER THE DOOR NOW! PLEASE! ITS REBECCA!" It was Ben. We all exchanged looks and walked towards the door. I opened it and Ben and James came running through. They sprinted straight passed us and straight upstairs? We ran after them and went into Rebecca's room. What I saw was not what I wanted to see. I heard Juliet scream.

"REBECCA WAKE UP!" Ben yelled. He shook her shoulders. We all gathered around her. Her breathing was quick and short. She was surrounded in her own blood. I took my jacket off and pressed it on her wrist stopping anymore blood from coming out.

"No... NO!" Andy yelled. I looked behind to see CC hugging Juliet and Jake was on the phone was the paramedics.

"How did you know?" I questioned Ben and James

"She text me... Saying that even the strongest of lions aren't that strong and then said she broke some promise to James... Badly. And then James took my phone and called her and she was saying she only had 5 days to kill herself or Billy would and then we heard a bang and then she said sorry and stopped replying..."

"The paramedics are on there way..." Jake stated. I examined Rebecca's body. I looked at her pale face then her chest. It had stopped moving.

"S-she's not breathing" I panicked. Andy barged through and took Rebecca in his arms and hugged her close to his chest.

"She's not gone... She isn't." Andy hissed.

"Andy lay her down!" Ben hissed at him. Andy scolded and laid her down. Ben started doing chest compressions on her. The ambulance better hurry up.