The Duggars: Who Knows How Many in Counting...

Point of View: Mackynzie

Yes, I know the last 9 years of my life have been chaotic. I'm not going into great depth or anything however he is still my father and I love him.

(A/N: that part was very awkward for me to write. I don't think Josh's actions were right and what he did was not appropriate. The consequences chosen were not appropriate either. This is my opinion though.)

When Grandpa had told Aunt Jana to get out of the house, I didn't know how I had felt. Not that I remember but I don't recall them doing that to Dad at all.

A lot of the family thought that it was unfair. I could tell. Everyone could tell.

Grandma Michelle had asked us about what we, Jordyn, Josie and I, about what we wanted to do for our birthday. Personally, I wanted a birthday separate from Jordyn and Josie. Each year we have had a birthday together. This year, we have talked about it and we each want to do something separate but together.

"Well," Jordyn started to say "I want to go to a spa with all of the girls on a separate day than my real party."

"Ya, we have all talked about it and think that we want to do separate activities but then have a family party together." Josie defined. "I want to have a party at a ball park! I think it would be really fun!"

"And what about you?" Grandma Michelle asked me.

Everything was still very intense.
"I think that I want to have a party with everyone here! We can play games and do all the fun stuff. I just want everyone here." I said. My birthday is in October but we always celebrate it in December with Jordyn and Josie. That may not have been the right thing to say but it's what I thought and grandpa wouldn't yell at me. I know he wouldn't.

"Okay. We can plan for it. Sounds good!" Grandma Michelle said.

"Well, it's getting late," said Jill. "We should be going."
"So should we." Jessa said.
Everyone said their goodbyes.

"Well, it won't be long until something gets out into the media about what has happened. The "Rebel" Duggar they'll call it." Justin said laughing.

I didn't know what to think of this. I knew that the media were all over the story of my Dad and my family allowed the media in because they needed the money.

I was about to leave with Michael, Marcus, Meredith, Madison and Matthew when Grandma came up to me and asked to speak to me.

I honestly didn't know what to think. A part of me froze up inside.

"Mackynzie. I hope you know that everything is going to be okay. We have dealt with situations before and we will get through this one. This doesn't mean we love your Aunt Jana any less. We just hope God is there for her." She explained.

"Okay." I said. I guess I had looked a little worked up about the situation.

My mom wasn't feeling so great as she was in her third trimester of having my next sibling. She hasn't told anyone the gender because she wanted us all to be surprised. I personally hope it is a baby girl.

With myself being 14, Michael being 12, Marcus is 10, Meredith is 8, Madison is 5 and Matthew is 4, I do hope that I can be 14 years older than a baby girl because then I can help her out as she grows up.

Of course Michael, Marcus and Matthew would want a boy and myself, Meredith and Madison all want a girl.

We will just have to wait and see.

We piled into the car.
"Mom," I asked her, "what did Jana do that was so wrong that she had to leave?"

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A/N: the next chapter will be an info chapter including birthdays and names etc. Incase you are very confused. I know personally with all of these names it will be good to have and I am the author.