Anorexia - My Story (Fiction)

Is She Drunk?

   Mom. She had truly cared. I can't believe this, is it real? Come on Rose, grow up, it's just a dream; I was having an argument with myself in my head.

It can't be real.

But it felt so real!

She's most likely lying.

She was sober, she was concerned, you saw it in her eyes.

I feel as though I barely know her!

She is your mother Roseanne.

   I was walking out of the hospital having a mind argument with myself and slammed into something hard, and was about to fall, when a pair of strong hands wrapped around my waist and caught me. I didn't even realize what was happening until I looked up to see this beautiful boy looking down at me. He was tall, broad, had dirty blonde hair, with a fair complexion. What really made me lose it was his eyes, they were this beautiful perfect hazel color, that where absolutely intriguing.

   I stood up, regaining my balance, and looked down at my shoes.

   "Sorry, I wasn't paying attention," I said softly and looked back up at him. Dammit, why am I being so shy?!

He smiled, "It's no problem, what are you doing here?"

What am I doing here? That's a good question. I shouldn't be here, but look at me, I am. I have to get to the car where Derek is picking me up. He has stayed here the whole time I was here, he's been overly sweet lately, it's not like him. Wow, his eyes are so beautiful I could just stand here and stare at them.. Rose think! What am I going to say? 'Oh I was here cause I have anorexia and I fainted and I had this weird dream of my dead mother..' ugh.

'Oh I um.. w-was just...'

"You don't have to talk about it," he said sweetly, "it's none of my business," he smiles.

   "Oh um okay, I got to go my ride is here," is what I said when I about to walk around him when he pulls me back.

   "What's your name? I didn't catch it eariler," he spoke as he scratched the back of his neck. THAT IS SO CUTE WHEN HE DOES IT! okay rose just respond..

   "Oh I'm Roseanne, but you can call me-"

   "Rosie," he interrupts, and chuckles, "sorry, I just thought it fits you," I looked at my feet and spoke, 

   "That's fine, well I really have to go.."

   "Oh go ahead! Just let me have your number first," he said while handing me his phone, I faintly smiled and put in my number. Putting in the name as 'Rosie' and handed it back.

   "I'll see you soon?" He spoke with a smile on his face. Damn his smile is so pretty why can't I smile like that?

   "Sure," I felt a blush burn on my cheeks when I was walking to Derek's car, I hit jackpot. I walked on the passagers side of Derek's car and went in, making sure I had my school bag. I had a stupid smile on my face and I looked at Derek and he had a confused look on his face.

"What's wrong?"

I giggled, "Nothing! What's wrong with you?"

"Um Rose are you drunk or something?"

"Derek, where would you get such an idea?" I said pulling out my phone, checking if he texted me.

"Cause you're acting.. happy-"

"I can be happy you know," I said totally losing my happiness. He turned on the engine and started driving, when out of the blue he broke the silence,

"You know I saw you with that guy right?" I was puzzled by his words. Why would he care?

I managed to choke out some words, "Does is um, matter?" Trying to sound confident but that didn't turn out too well.

   He laughs, " No not at all.. I just know why you're so happy," he plasters a smirk on his face.

   "Derek! I have no interest in a relationship right now." Slapping his arm playfully.

   He puts a hand up, surrendering, "Hey I was just saying, you looked like you were about to piss your pants," he laughs once more.

   I felt a blush creep up on my cheeks and I looked out the window, "Shut up," I let my head rest on the window.

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Authors note;

HELLO PEEPS

so this chapter is a bit interesting,

I would like to let all of my readers know that i'm starting high school next week and I may not be updating as often!!

I know I try to update asap but with school it will be a lot harder since high school is tough.

I know this chapter is kinda bad and not as well written as I would have liked but it's something because I'm not as motivated to continue this story. But don't think I'm stopping it!!

Again, this story wasn't thought about BEFORE I began writing it, making this story not as interesting or thought out as I would like.

SOOO sorry for the shorter chapter and longer authors note just thought I would fill you guys in if you are reading this:))

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 300+ READS I LOVE YOU ALL AND I HOPE YOU ALL KEEP ON READING THIS!

Oh and I apologize for updating my stories at 1 in the morning it's just I find myself typing away at this time. :))

See you in the next chapter, Bye!