The Perfect Guy Lost

Love Hurts

Jorel leaned in and kissed me, I hesitated but pushed him back. "I don't love you Jorel." I frowned and walked back to the guys. Closing the door, sitting next to Matt and Danny as everyone played darts. Jorel walked in afterwards, sat down and didn't talk to anybody.

"Your turn Alice." George smiled. I took the blue darts and aimed, throwing and getting a twenty. Jordan laughed at my fail but i quickly got two bulleyes, nodded to him and sat back down. Danny hugged me, "How you doing sis?" "Fine I guess. Too many lovers." I huffed. "What you mean?" "Bro, I'm the only girl here. And single, so I can get hit on anytime from someone."

Danny sighed. "Well, even though they are friends and sort of like family, they have to go through me." "Even Deuce?" I chuckled. "He likes you too?!" I nodded and grabbed my sketch book, starting to draw that nice. I finished, everything in exact detail from when Deuce shoved me.. And George giving me the money. I sighed with a smile, "I guess it was fate." I flipped the page and continued to draw.

"What you doing sis?" Danny leaned over. "Masks." I giggled. I finished mine and started to work on George's mask. "I need to keep the 3 and the butterflies since it's his signature style." I started drawing and added cracks to the mask. I finished and showed George. "How'd you learn how to draw this well?" Dylan took it. "I don't want anything fancy," "Neither do I." Jordan pipped in.

I started drawing more and more adding in effects to the masks. "Light up masks?" Danny asked confused. "Yeah, but it's only for J, George, and Matt. Dylan, Jordan and you didn't want anything fancy." I flipped through them. Everyone nodded, "Today is the end of this. Guess we're back to the bus?" Danny smiled. "Nope!" Jordan laughs. "To the condo!" I nodded, "Sounds great." We all head towards the condo which was a few blocks away.

We walked in as everyone smiled and sighed, Danny and I whoa'd. "We have a room for everyone and a guest bedroom." Jorel spoke to Danny and I. "I'll show you my room." Matt grabbed me and lead me to his room. I sat down as he smiled, "What about a movie?" He asked. I nodded, "What movie?" "How about...." He started thinking. "Krampus!" I nodded and laid down as Matt turned on Netflix and started playing the movie.

We didn't like the movie, but it was okay to be honest. I thought it was going to be scary than comedy. Its right there with The Visit. We laud in bed as I closed my eyes and slowly fell asleep. "Goodnight Alice." I felt a kiss on my cheek. "I love you." I heard Matt whisper, wrapping his arms around me and slowly fell asleep as well.

I laid there unable to move. I was frozen, but yet I can turn my head and look around. "Hello?" I called out. "Hello!!!" I yelled louder. I heard the slow dance music and saw back in Freshmen year. Tears filled my eyes, why head. Why me. Why do this to me. I never will forget. I cried as the music stopped and different music played, it was Matt sitting there drumming to himself. "MATT!!" I wiggled around. "Help me!" He didn't listen. Jorel then appeared saying sorry as Deuce walked up.

I shook my head. "You're my wonderland. I love you Alice." I heard Ryan's voice. I woke up to be in Matt's arms, tears filling my eyes as I quietly sobbed in his chest. "Are you okay Alice.." He mumbled. "No.." I sniffed, feeling his arms wrap tighter around me. "What's wrong?" "My love life. My life won't leave me alone. I'm stuck with remembering everyone that loves me and people I love." "Who are they.." "Lee.. Ryan.. You.. Jorel.. Deuce.." I sobbed harder. "Maybe more of the guys too." "Shhh.." Matt rubbed circles on my back. "Everything will be alright babu." I froze and started crying harder.

"Alice, please, calm down." Matt whispered. I shook my head in response, I felt lips crash into mine. I stayed there unresponsive, Matt pulled away. "Calm down, Alice." He moved my hair back. I nodded and hugged him, "I just want love to be gone from my life. It always bites me in the ass when I have a breakup. Even if I wasn't the one who said it, I know I was the one that pushed them."

"Love hurts."