Endlessly in Love (Endlessly Series)

Chapter 12 (Skye)

  This past two week were strange. I wasn't in school because i felt sick but i don't know why. Along with that Ian has been super spacey and hasn't even texted me since the last night we were together. I don't see a reason that he wouldn't be talking to me and now i am starting to get worried which makes me throw up. I decide its time to go see him cause it is messed up that he is ignoring me. I get in my car and then i head to his house I make the turn onto his street when all of a sudden a car comes barreling down the road at record speeds. I am Stunned. Scared. Hurting. Worried. What the hell just happened?

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IAN

" What do you mean she is in the hospital!"

  I am screaming at Brett because i am about to loose my shit. What the hell happened that would end with Skye in the hospital! I was planning on telling her about the whole forgetting the condom thing tonight on our anniversary but then this happened! She has to be okay. What if she is pregnant? Will this hurt the baby? 

  Holy shit I have changed. At the beginning of school I would rather get hit by a truck then be in a monogamous relationship but here I am. Skye is my one. My reason to live or die. I should have been the one in the car. If this had anything to do with me I would completely hate myself. The only thing that mattered right now is to see her. I get in my car and rush to the hospital.

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SKYE

  I wake up in a daze with a bunch of tubes attached to me. What the hell happened and why do I feel like I was gutted? Where is Kaitlyn? I need her and how did I end up in the hospital? I look up and see that low and behold Jake is sitting in a chair right in the corner of the room. He is so sweet. But shit I am mad at him for not talking to me about what happened the night we slept together.

  As I was lost in my thoughts the nurse comes in and gives me a kind smile. She walks me through the accident and the procedure's that were performed and then said we would be okay. What did she mean by we? Before I could look to far into it the doctor I assume walks in.

  " Hello Mrs. Sanders I am glad to see you are awake and well. Your husband has been here since you were admitted and I am glad you look okay. The accident was pretty severe but you only suffered some head trauma and a fractured fibula which should heal fine. I am also happy to tell you that you and the baby are both going to be okay. That was a very big relief for your husband and I am glad he was here at your side."

What? Husband and baby what the hell? Am I dreaming cause last time I checked me and Ian weren't married and I was not pregnant! I am starting to feel like I can't breathe and this room is closing in on myself and I hope the doctor would just go away so I could freak out in peace.

" Thank you Doctor, you saved my life. Also if you don't mind me asking how umm... pregnant i happen to be?"

I stutter a bit cause I am very scared of the idea of me being pregnant.

" Well Mrs.Sanders you are only a bit over two weeks along. There is no reason to worry about the baby because it is so early and your husband has probably worried enough for the both of you. I have to go check on another patient but nurses will be checking in to make sure everything is okay."

   Two weeks along?! This is Ian's baby! He isn't going to want this baby and I am gonna be alone! I am freaking out and then Ian wakes up looking like a boy on Christmas.

" Skye your okay! Thank god baby I was worried sick. If you didn't make it..."

  He kind of trailed off and I could see the love in his eyes that I just wanted to jump off the bed and kiss him. I love him. I love him for real. Not the Jessie love that I always thought about this was real.

" I am fine and I love you but I get it if you don't want the uhh baby.."

"  God Skye I want the baby with you. I love you so much and this baby is us and it doesn't matter if we are young we can do this. Do not hesitate for a second that I wouldn't want to be with you or not have this baby. It's us and our love. That was the best night of my life. We are having this baby."

" You do realize we aren't even graduated from high school yet right? We are so young and you have a whole football career ahead of you and I don't want to hold you back at all. I love you but I can't hold you from your dreams. Also how come the doctor was referring to me as Mrs. Sanders?"

" Oh umm I needed to get back here and I was not family so I said I was the husband and father of the baby that they were talking about. They believed me and let me through. They were happy that I was there for you and the baby. And as for football, nothing is more important to me then you. I could play football anywhere but you are my home. I can't love anyone but you and this baby. I am not going anywhere so get used to it. I'm in this for the long haul if you will have me."

" Of course I love you so much and you are amazing. And please tell me if you decide you don't want this because I don't want you to give up anything you love for me. And I want you for as long as you want me. You are so amazing and we are in this together. Except your the one that is going to tell Kaitlyn I am pregnant cause I don't want to feel the rath. She will try to rip your balls off so watch out!"

  I love Ian more then anything and having him be the father of my baby is amazing. And Kaitlyn will probably try to rip him a new one and that will be funny to watch. Things were good. For now I just hope it all lasts.