Endlessly in Love (Endlessly Series)

Epilogue (Skye)

8 Months Later.....

"Oh my god it feels so good Ian! Hurry up before Kaitlyn shows up with Crystal! That's it that's right just right there! Ugh that is fantastic mmm yes."

  I hit the wave of the orgasm and start to shake and get chills. It was fantastic to be back to having sex with him. We had Crystal and everything was even more of a whirlwind from there. Ian got a contract to go to school at Stanford and play football there. I am so excited for him and plan to get an apartment with him while he goes to school. Kaitlyn is doing great also. She has been with Brett since everything happened and is happy. Just as I came down from my orgasmic high I looked into Ian's eyes and remembered to live in these moments.

" Skye you know when you give me that look I know I want to marry you all over again. You are the most amazing woman in the world and I love you so much." He leaned in and gave me a strong kiss on the lips that left me craving more.

Oh wait I may have forgot to mention we got married! It's crazy as I know you all are thinking but what was I gonna do. I loved him and he wanted to get married. We had a small ceremony by the ocean and baby Crystal was the center of it all. We are extremely happy and looking forward to creating a huge family and enjoying how great life is. I think Ian is planning on telling me he wants us having another kid. He keeps on "forgetting" to get condoms and my birth control pills have "mysteriously" gone missing recently so I know that he wants another one. I am not against it either. I love Crystal so much that I would love for her to have a sibling.

  I rolled off the bed to put my clothes on before Kaitlyn comes to drop off Crystal. I grab and random shirt off the floor and see it is Ian's college jersey and smile. Great memories in this thing. I loved very second I spent with him and am so lucky to be where I am now. I lift the shirt to my nose and inhale the scent of the man I love. The man I am spending the rest of my life with. My ride or die. The father of my children. My one true love. My soulmate. I look at him and grin because I can't contain my gratitude for loving me.

"You know you are the greatest most strong man I know right?" My eyes start to water and don't know why, I didn't want this to get emotional.

"Baby what's wrong calm down. Fuck I don't know what to do with you when you start crying! I will buy you anything to make you stop. I can't handle you crying!" He looks frantic and I try to calm my nerves.

"I'm sorry I am just feeling a bit out of sorts? Don't mind me I am just gonna go and get ready to see our baby girl love you." I rushed out the rooms after I dressed and headed to the kitchen to check my phone's calendar. Oh my god I am two weeks late. I have been so busy and enjoying life I must have forgotten to keep track of my pills. I am so in shock I don't hear Ian approach me from behind and Kaitlyn arriving in front of me looking very confused.

"Everything alright Skye? You don't look so good." Kaitlyn hands my baby girl to Ian and takes me outside to talk and I am glad for the reprieve of the fresh air.

  It's not even that I am upset about the baby. I know Ian will be thrilled but am I really ready to have another baby! Crystal is still very young and I don't want her thinking that we don't love her as much once another child comes along. I am already under so much stress about what my future holds if I am a stay at home mom and not going to college. I have to tell Kaitlyn so I can actually get some answers I need.

"I think I am pregnant. I am freaking out and am scared. I just had a kid! Am I really in the place to be a parent of two kids at 19! That's crazy and you know it. What am I gonna do!" Kaitlyn's face lights up after hearing the news and starts to jump right in with sisterly wisdom.

"Of course you are ready for another kid! Look at all we have been through our whole lives. Especially this last year Skye. We have been through so much that we deserve this. You deserve it. Ian does too. You love Crystal with your whole heart and you will love the next child just as much. You shouldn't freak out about something like this. This is good news so smile and admit how excited you are behind all that doubt." She was totally right but I hated that she was cause it made all my freaking out feel unnecessary.

"Kaitlyn this is why I love you. You wash away all my worries and remind me why I am allowed to be happy. I love you for always being there, by my side to fight back. For supporting me through all the craziness. I am actually excited for this child and am happy to be able to be happy. Thank you." Tears began to fall again and she told me to stop with the pregnancy hormones before she left.

  I headed inside with her and wanted to tell my husband the great news and celebrate yet another miracle in our lives. The butterflies that I felt from that first time I met Ian came back at the idea of telling him about our family expansion. I wiped away the tears and smiled up at him and my daughter when I saw him on the couch feeding our little princess. I breathed deeply and reminded myself he definitely wanted another kid.

"So Ian..." he cut me off right there and I was about to freak out cause I had the nerve now to tell him the news but then what he said next shook me.

"Yay! You are pregnant! This is gonna be amazing! A little boy to play football or even another little girl to be a cheerleader. Oh wait not cheerleading those football players must stay away from my little princesses! This is fantastic!" He handed Crystal to Kaitlyn and then lifted me up and swung me around kissing me.

  After my stunned silence ended I told him that it is ridiculous that he stole my thunder about the news! I couldn't be mad though, cause I was too excited. Our family was expanding. We had people around us that loved us. We were perfect. Perfectly and endlessly in love.