last cookie || seokjin ff

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flashing blue and red lights.

emt's.

police officers.

stretchers and oxygen masks.

a near lifeless body being rolled away in an ambulance car.

these were the things jin saw blur into an unrecognizable mass as tears clouded his vision.

jay was shot. and she wasn't doing so well.

it was like something in jin clicked in his mind, and suddenly he was vengeful.

he wanted nothing more than to have damion hurt the way he was hurting. to hurt the way jay was hurting. and hannah and chanyeol.

he wanted damion to pay and he wasn't going to back down from his silent goal.

but his main priority at the moment was jay. he needed to know if his little cookie was going to crumble into nothingness.

he caught a ride with hannah and chanyeol as they raced behind the ambulance that carried a dying jay.

dying. that word seemed way too morbid, but all too accurate at the same time.

jin sadly had to face reality.

jay was dying.

and damion raced off like it wasn't his fault and he didn't know the girl. they were blood. how could someone do that to family?

jin knew that if he had a little sister and he accidentally shot her, and she was possible on the verge of death, jin wouldn't be able to live with himself.

he'd probably shoot himself after if that happened.

jin wasn't speaking. nobody was. the car was in total silence as the only sounds could be heard from outside the car.

the sirens from the ambulance.

it stayed that way til the trio finally got to the hospital. hannah parked her car hazardously as chanyeol and jin practically jumped out of the car, jin leaving his door open.

he didn't care about hannah's damn prius. he cared about the girl who was being rolled into the hospital on stretcher with blood coming out of a bullet hole in her stomach.

jin ran into the pristine building, the smell of hand sanitizer burning his nose. his eyes scanned the lobby, finally spotting a couple dozen nurses rolling jay into the emergency room part of the building.

jin tried to follow, but a nurse stopped him.

"sir, not right now," the nurse calmly said. she must've said that a billion times, jin thought.

"what's going to happen with her?" jin asked, his voice cracking.

"they need to start an operation to see if the bullet missed any major organs. we will notify you once the procedure is done, but for now, you need to stay in the waiting room," the nurse calmly replied. jin took one last look at where jay was last seen before nodding and slumping off to the waiting room.

hannah and chanyeol were already waiting for jin, the two pacing back and forth. their heads snapped simultaneously as they saw jin in their peripheral vision.

"so?" chanyeol asked.

"she needs an operation. they need to see if the bullet any major organs," jin informed. chanyeol pulled jin into a hug, to which hannah joined.

"i can't lose her. i just got her back," jin sobbed.

~

it had been five hours since the trio arrived at the hospital. after jin finished crying they all sat down and stared at the floor.

again, nobody had spoken. not once during the five hours.

chanyeol was the first to notice a doctor stained in red approach them. he tapped hannah and jin and they all stood up to greet the doctor.

"are you related to the patient who was shot earlier today?" the doctor asked calmly, his voice light and quick to the point.

"her name is jay. and we're the only family she has," jin muttered.

"oh, i see. well, uhm, jay, is sedated as of now. we finally had the bullet removed after a few complications but--"

"what complications?" hannah cut him off.

"she was, i'm so sorry for this, shot in her left lung. the bullet pierced a damaging hole and we could only do so much but--"

"wait, so you're saying--?"

"yes. she has a rather slim chance of surviving," the doctor sighed.

"but i thought the bullet hit her stomach?" jin cried out.

"well, technically speaking it did. but with the way the gun was angled and she was standing the bullet traveled upwards and pierced the lung. i'm so sorry," the doctor sighed, his head hanging in shame.

"can we see her?" chanyeol asked.

"we only permit one person at a time in the icu," the doctor said.

"jin--"

"no, hannah. you go first. i can't see her like this. not yet," jin stopped her.

as hannah walked off with the doctor, jin lost it.

he was going to definitely get his vengeance.

he was going to kill damion.

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i'm currently kim k sobbing at;

1. MIN YOONGIS NEW MV GIVE IT TO ME. SUPPORT AGUST D YALL BLESS UP.

2. EXOS NEW MV LOTTO AND THEIR NEW REPACKAGED ALBUM. SUPPORT LOTTO YALL AND EXO BLESS UP.

3. YIXING IS FUCKING DANCING IN THE FRONT IN THE NEW MV. WHAT A TIME TO BE YIXING BIASED YALL LIKE HELLA BLESS UP.

4.  IM PRACTICALLY KILLING MY FAVE CHARACTER IN MY SHORT STORY SERIES OFF. LIKE WTF AUTHOR?!?!

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