Let me in (S.M)

four

song I recommend for this chapter: Perfect (stripped) by One Direction

It's the twenty sixth of December, I haven't seen Violet in around six days and I miss her. I miss all of her. I miss her witty jokes and her dry sense of humour. I miss her messy hair and her cute glasses. I miss how she'd bite her tongue when she laughed and I miss her dimples. I miss her dress sense and the way she'd always look content. I miss the sweet silence we'd share as I'd edit and she'd draw. I miss her presence and how she made me feel warm and at peace and like I have a normal life. I just really miss her.

Violet:

I miss him. I miss his stupid jokes and his annoyingly adorable laugh. I miss the way his eyes would light up every time he'd notice me sitting at his table. I miss the way he'd concentrate on his editing and he'd bite his lip without noticing it. I miss his annoying questions and his slight obsession with finding out weird stuff about me. I miss his cute hair and his ability to make me laugh. He makes me feel weightless. He makes me feel good about me. He makes me a better me. I just really miss him.

Simon:

My phone buzzes from my pocket, I slide it out and see I've got a text.

Violet: hey, you busy?

Me: nah, just eating 

Violet: how was your Christmas?

Me: good, just spent it with my parents and brothers, and yours?

Violet: walked around the city a bit, it's much more quieter and calmer when everyone is busy opening presents and stuff 

Me: Next year we'll spend Christmas together and walk around the city

Violet: and who said we'll know each other this time next year?

Me: well I'm not going anywhere

Violet: okay, next year, we'll walk around the city, I'll hold you to that

Me: I'm already planning what I'll wear

Violet: hahahah you're so funny 

Me: God, I know, I can't help it 

Violet: I found your YouTube channel last night LOL

Me: no you fucking didn't

Me: this is weird what videos did you watch oh God

Violet: you're hilarious

Violet: and your friends, omfg you guys are all so funny, how come you've never introduced me 

Me: you'd actually meet them?

Me: they're fucking idiots

Me: and I'm not saying that to scare you off they just actually are

Violet: they seem funny, I like funny people

Me: obviously, that's why you're so drawn to me

Violet: sure, sure, keep telling yourself that

Me: I'm back tomorrow, you should come meet them

Violet: think I might take you up on that offer.

I smile at her text, our conversation continuing for hours.

I arrive home to Tobi and Ethan laughing at something on JJ's phone, who is sitting next to them biting his tongue, trying to hold back laughter. I see Josh and Vikk in the kitchen and walk in.