No matter how you try to ignore the things that frighten you, they would always come in you from the moment you open your eyes until you finally fall asleep. Even if you refuse to think of them, you fail. It's like your mind has a 'mind of its own.' You try to escape but escape doesn't give itself to you until you find yourself tired of the things that more than once completed you. Things that made you contented. Things that more than enough made you truly happy. But everything in the world change in the way you just can't let it not happen. Like, when those things were already breaking you more than twice and you, just can't forget them that easy.