I Miss you (H.S Vampire)

Chapter 1:

Chapter 1:

(Ellie's POV)

I miss him.

Everyday.

I had to leave, I knew it wasn't an option. They wouldn't have let him live, in fact they wouldn't have let anybody live. So I needed to go, to give him his sanity back . And if it wasn't for me, my father wouldn't be trying to push to change me . If I wasn't alive maybe ... I don't know what I'm saying . I can still hear him though. Harry's voice. It's a ringing in the back of my mind not letting me move on or forget. If I wasn't a witch it wouldn't be forbidden, It wouldn't be forbidden for a human to fall for a vampire like it is for a witch. Maybe if I met him before he had changed, maybe there could have been a chance.

"Ellie!" My mother shouted to get my attention which disturbed my thoughts about this whole situation. I opened my eyes to see she didn't look happy with me. Shas had the same reaction towards me since we left for the portal and came here. I don't know what she was expecting from me, I had to say goodbye to someone I thought I would never have to.

"Sorry what were you saying?" I asked looking over at her noticing that she was annoyed by the fact that I wasn't listening. I sat up in my chair, trying to hide the fact that I wasn't listening so I could get out of the conversation quicker.

"You're not thinking of Harry again are you?" She asked noticing how down I felt, her voice was sympathetic.

"I don't want to talk about this." I made clear, trying to push the conversation aside.

"You need to let him go" She stated which pulled a trigger inside of me which made me irrupt.

"How am I meant to let him go? I am in love with him and all this Romeo and Juliet crap is making it harder than it needs to be. You're not letting me see him because of who he is and that isn't fair." I practically shouted standing up from my chair, walking forwards and backwards as I ranted.

"Honey" She said as she stands trying to grab my hand to try and comfort me but I quickly moved my hand away to show how annoyed I was. I couldn't be near her or anyone for that matter, just the thought of it all being brought up wasn't going to end well.

"Don't do that" I snapped turning away from her.

"I wish I could let you see him, I really do and it kills me to see you heartbroken like you are but I can't do anything to help this. Plus we're in a different world to him. " She commented trying to make explain her reasons but I wasn't buying what she was telling me.

"Besides that, you are apart of something bigger. People expect better from you when you are apart of this family, we need to preserve our family legacy and the witches ancestry line, this bloodline" She added making me scoff at what she said. I was finding it hard to have a normal conversation with my family when all they spoke about was our stupid family line and being apart of the grand scheme of thing.

"Day after day I think if there is something I could have done to make sure everyone happy but there wasn't anything. There isn't anything" She said walking in front of me to gain my attention. She looked into my eyes when she carried on explaining.

"Unless he's drained of his vampire side or becomes a witch which is impossible, I cannot let you see him. The risks are too high." She stated as I scoffed knowing that what she was saying was true but I wouldn't show that. I tried to look in a different direction so she could see me look weak but she turned my head back with her index finger.

"He would have died if you had stayed. You're father would have made sure of that." She said telling me what I didn't want to hear. I knew that, she had said nearly the same word for word sentence to both me and Harry before I said goodbye to him.

"And he could be dead right now" I pointed out to try and push my view forward taking a step away from her, my dress swirling around as I turned.

"He's not dead, You would feel it." She answered from behind me as I sat back down on the chair, putting one leg over the other as I began biting my nails trying to avoid going back into deep thought. I was taken a back a little, wanting to know how she knew we had linked ourselves to each other. I decided not to push the issue.

"I miss him so much" I whispered, focusing on the ground as she stood a few steps in front of me, looking down at me in sympathy unsure what to do. Suddenly, we both heard my dad and his friends outside the door approaching making me stand.

"I know honey. One day you'll understand why it needs to be this way. Why we have to protect you and this bloodline." She commented as I walked past her and up the stairs as he and the others came in.

"Hello Ellie. I see you decided to make an appearance." He joked. I hadn't been down and out of my room since I got here so I didn't find the joke funny. I ignored him and carried on my way upstairs. I walked into my room, closing the door behind myself, sliding my back on the door as my hurt and pain consumed me by the time I was sat on the floor.