Chapter 15:
(Harry's POV)
My eyes were torn open with the pressing of body heat being pushed upon me, a feeling I had forgotten about after so long. I could hear the boys in the other room with my extreme hearing and I could sense that they were going to get louder some time soon. I shuffled around to let go of my grasp on her not wanting to wake her up. She looked so peaceful and still as I watched her breath, her chest rising with every inhale, her body getting closer to mine with every exhale.
I could smell her blood, the scent instantly drying my throat and making me shake slightly. I ignored my nightmare thoughts pushing it back not wanting to lose control. I almost lost control last night but when I pushed past it, I knew that I could restrain for the time. But with her blood being the only thing I could smell, I leant back down a little and pressed a soft and light kiss in her hair, hearing every heartbeat and see every movement even if it was minuscule.
I remembered that I hadn't fed in a couple of days and that if it was taking its toll yesterday, it's only going to get worse. I didn't want to move or leave her but I needed to. I could hear the boys in the other room shouting over a game, this waking her up with every voice increasing in the distance.
"Hey" She muttered turning her body around to face mine, her lashes opening gently.
"Hey" I reply as a smile grew on her face. I couldn't walk away from her when she's like this.
"How long have you been awake?" She asked. I ran my hand through her hair, playing with each strand to distract my thoughts.
"Not that long" I answered my voice a little croaky. She fluttered her eyes and then opened them again wide making me snigger.
"What are you doing?" I quizzed.
"Just checking something." She spoke, her grin growing with her blush.
"Checking what?" I asked letting my hand fall into hers, our hands interlocking when she shifted, her gaze stuck on mine.
"If this is real" She speaks. I kiss her to prove to her not only is this real, but it's not going to go anywhere. My lips were cracked and my face was getting colder the hungrier I got. But as I feel my face form into its monster, I manage to tear myself away, sitting up and getting out of the bed vampire speed. I didn't want her to see me like this; it was like I had no control. She was too much, her blood was too much.
"Me too" I comment just before I grab my boxers and put them on, getting changed in a rush.
"Do we have to go downstairs?" She moaned a little, not even clicking on how quick I tore away from her.
"We're going to have to sometime" I laughed it off, my voice crackling at the end due to how dry my voice was. I knew that her hearing that and my distance I was keeping as well as how I was acting out of the blue that she would soon click on. I needed blood and with my eyes stinging and my cheeks looked like I was drained of blood with every second passing, I knew I should just go and get a drink. What was I thinking?
"Are you alright Harry?" She said looking concerned; I could feel that she was on her knees crawling on the bed towards me to see if I were okay. I didn't want to mention that I needed to feed but she did seconds later, beating me to my punch line.
"You need to feed, don't you?" She asked.
"I'll be fine" I lied, keeping my back faced to her when I felt my teeth growing sharper by only a few centimetres and slowly but it proved her right and my restraint of her scent wrong.
"Harry you need to feed" She stated. I began looking around the room for any bottle of blood or even a spare blood bag. Normally I can't get the bloody things out of my room but as I searched, my movements becoming rapid, I knew I was ruining the moment we were having.
"I'm fine" I repeated as I felt her presence get closer. I ignored her and began searching until I heard the door open.
"Where are you going?" I ask turning around, watching her walk out. I walk slowly behind her when I realise she was nearing towards the kitchen. I vampire sped in front of her, closing the door shut so she couldn't see inside. Last night I could smell the boys bringing back their dinner and considering the noise lowering over the night and their laziness to clean up after themselves, I didn't want Ellie to witness the probable massacre. But with the slamming of the door and Ellie speaking up, Liam and Zayn made themselves known from another room.
"What are you doing?" She asked trying to get me to move. Liam saw my face and gave me daggers and despair with one look.
"Where are the blood bags?"
"We ran out. Hence our little party last night" he winked.
"Fuck" I muttered under my breath.
"When was the last time you ate?" He asked
"A couple of days, give or take." I answered, desperately looking through the cupboards.
"I need to go. I don't want Ellie to see me like this."
"It's cool we got you covered." Zayn replied opening the door. Ellie was stood there crossed arms and pissed.
"Ellie! How are you? I bet it's nice to be back" I heard Zayn's voice trail off and I vampire sped past them.
I ran outside and waited like a hunter looking for my prey. I saw a man clearly on his way to work with headphones in, the smell of his blood filled my thoughts. I vampire sped towards him, held onto the collar of his shirt and sped away to the alleyway beside the apartment. I released my grasp of him and watched him struggle to the floor.
"What the hell man?" The guy shrieked, scared and panicked.
"I'm sorry" I said before sinking my teeth into his neck. I drained him up until the point I felt his heart beat get to its weakest before I tore away from him. He was alive but barely. I bit into my wrist and forced him to drink from it to heal his neck. He was still passed out but doing it this way meant that I didn't kill a person. I closed my eyes and took control of his mind
'Forget this ever happened. We never met and you took a wrong corner and were mugged.'
I let him go and went back to the apartment block and went up the stairs and could sense Ellie's scent becoming my distant the closer I got the apartment.
I opened the front door and saw Zayn was carrying out a lifeless body from the kitchen. His eyes shot open when he saw me as if he were seeing double.
"Is Ellie in my room?" I asked thinking nothing of it.
"I swear you two just left?" He answered moving past me, failing to drag the body as the sound of their boots dragged on the wooden floor.
"Left where?" I quizzed concern and anger forming. Dropping the body on the floor, he looked around. They found her. She warned me but I didn't listen.
"Shit" He replied as I ran outside.
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I Miss you (H.S Vampire)
Fanfiction* Book 1 * "Harry" I say as I ran as fast as I could desperate, excited and overwhelmed. I found him, I actually found him. I picked up my dress a little so I could run, the tears starting gently down my cheek as I start to cry, becoming overwhelmed...