Emotions are a Funny, Complicated Thing.

counterfeit

Ice fills my lungs every time you looked away

What have I done to make you this way?

I thought our love was enough

A bond that could never break

But now my heart is empty as a barren lake.

I have turned emotionless, a blank stare

Forever frozen when your love can thaw me

This isn't fair.

Fear spreads through me with every thought of you

Something inside me stirs and I am stuck feeling blue

What did I do to make you ruin my world?

Dizzy and confused stuck in a whirl.

I have returned to my stone state

My emotion has fled through the rusty gate

There is no hope for me here

Not when I am alone

All I do feel is fear

I hope he is happy without me now

Even if I am not

But I guess that is love

I gave him love

All I got in return is counterfeit

But I finally thawed

Not by him or anyone else

I accepted that I am cursed of loneliness

And for an unknown reason

It gave me warmth.

Loretta