serenity

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I was slipping, down into the hole of nothing

I could feel it before I was aware

Trapping me without thinking of escape

Suffocating me with bitterness and despair

"How are you?" they ask

"Good thank you." I say to be polite

I wasn't good, that's all a mask

I was constantly stuck in the night

Drowning and drowning even more

Smile to tears, smile to tears, smile to tears

As if it was a daily chore

My only allowance was the growing fears

When you arrived I saw the light to by shadowy tunnel

My only escape from the darkness

My growing vines of sadness crumbled

Securing me with light like a harness

You are my freedom from my prison

Clarity and serenity every time I hold you

Giving me the joy I was missing

Turning life into bright shades of yellow instead of terrible blue

When you are away I feel the suffocating claws again

My hands tingle, yearning to hold you

Every evil thought would drain

Every shot of saddening thoughts flew past me

And even though I still feel the tempting side of the dark

You are there to give me peace

Staining joy on me like watermarks

Gluing me back to one piece

Loretta

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