Secret Thoughts (Yoonmin) [#wattys2017]

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Chapter Eight: That one time Yoongi dreamt about Jimin... and Jimin dreamt about Yoongi.

Yoongi rarely dreamed. Usually, when he fell asleep his mind would simply turn off, and by the time he opened his eyes it would turn on, just like a light switch. Yoongi used to think that, because he would always -literally, always- overthink about his life decisions before sleeping, when he actually fell asleep his mind would be just so tired about thinking that it wouldn't bother to dream about anything.

When he dreamed, Yoongi barely remembered, and when he did remember, he would just ignore it because those dreams would usually be really stupid. (Something about a flying blue elephant). So when he dreamt about Jimin, Yoongi was genuinely surprised.

The day he dreamed about the younger had been a tough one. None of the members had been able to visit him because of the schedule, his doctor (and manager Nim) had been trying to force him to talk about his feelings and the voices had come back. So Yoongi had spend almost the whole day wanting to sleep.

When the day was over he literally jumped to the bed, covered his head with the blanket, and had fallen asleep almost immediately. He didn't overthink.

"Hyung" he opened his eyes slowly, feeling a small pressure in his chest, and was greeted by a smiley (now blonde) Park Jimin. "Yay! You're awake" Yoongi had laugh.

"Hi Jimin" Jimin had given him one big smile, and had given him a small peck in the lips. Yoongi smiled too.

"I love you"

"I know" Jimin pouted "I love you too dummy"

"I missed the cheesy you"

"When was I even cheesy?" He laughed.

"When you started getting better..." the younger said carefully. "Then you just... stopped" Yoongi had hug Jimin, and just like the younger had done before he gave him a peck.

"I'll be more cheesy then" he started kissing Jimin's face. "I love you"

"I know" Yoongi smiled "I love you too" the hugged a little more, before Jimin talked again "I made breakfast" he said "I can bring it here if you want"

"No, that's fine. I'll go there in a sec" Jimin nodded, getting up.

"Don't take to long" he smiled at the older and walked out of the room.

Yoongi had stand up as well, and had now walked to the bathroom to wash his face and teeth before meeting with Jimin. He looked in the mirror and for some odd reason (not really it was a dream) he didn't feel the urge to puke when he saw his body. He was shirtless, and was only wearing his boxers. Yes, he did have the scars, but they had faded a lot, and there were no new ones. He smiled at his reflection, feeling a little proud of himself. But then it hit him. The feeling of drowsiness that had been overwhelming him.

"Are you okay, Yoongi?" Jimin asks standing at the door of the bathroom. The older just nods "don't think about it too much" Yoongi looks at him in confusion. Jimin just walks towards the older and points at his arms "the scars" Yoongi stays silent. "You are beautiful, please don't forget that" Yoongi nodded again, and Jimin hugs him.

That's when it hits him. That feeling that comes when you realize it is all a dream.

"You can do this hyung" Yoongi nods "I believe in you" and Yoongi smiles.

**

Jimin dreamt quite a lot. His mind liked to wander, and he would always end up in the most incredible places. He didn't always remember what he dreamed, but he would always wake up with the feeling that whatever his mind had decided to think of, had been incredible. His dream about Yoongi had been one of the most vivid he'd have.

That day had been exhausting, because they had been trying to learn a new choreography and for all of them, having to coordinate without Yoongi had been almost impossible. It had been one long day, and when they reached the dorm, Jimin threw himself in the bed, not caring of changing his clothes and had fallen asleep almost immediately.

"Where's Jimin?"

A voice. Whose voice?

"He's sleeping"

"I'll go wake him up"

Yoongi?

He sat on his bed and opened his eyes slowly, rubbing them tiredly and letting a yawn escape his mouth. When his eyes adjusted to the light he saw his door open slowly, and was greeted by a shy (healthy) Yoongi.

Jimin practically shouted in joy, and ignoring the tiredness that consumed him, he jumped out of his bed and hugged the older.

"Hyung!" Yoongi laughed a little.

"Hi Jimin"

"Why didn't you tell me you were coming back!?"

"I wanted to surprise you" Jimin blushed a little and Yoongi laughed. "What? You didn't like may surprise?"

"No! I loved it" he smiled and kissed Yoongi in the cheek.

Almost immediately, Jimins face went from happy to shocked and then scared. He let go of Yoongi and looked down.

"S-sorry" he mumbled. He heard Yoongi laugh and Jimin couldn't feel more embarrassed.

"Jimin" Yoongi called, and Jimin had no other choice but to look up. He was surprised to see Yoongi red as a tomato.

Then again- he was more surprised when Yoongi cupped his face in his hands and gave him a kiss. (It was more like a peck but who cares). Jimin opened his eyes in shock but let himself smile.

"That's uh- to thank you" The older said shyly "for helping me get better"

***

Okay so-

Tried to be cheesy.

I failed

Oh well, hope you liked.