Feels Like Forever (Sam x Reader)

XII

Sam opened his eyes that morning to find you all nuzzled in his chest, with your arms wrapping him close. He let out a little smile shaking his head almost in disbelief, after all, not even in his wildest dreams he could have pictured this outcome. He had now someone to fight for everyday, someone to fell in love with every day in a different way, a lover, a friend.

You spent the next weeks falling completly in love with Sam in more ways you could possibly count. The powerful chemistry you two had was way beyond any physical or intellectual attraction you felt for each other. It was an unexplainable air of pure energy that everytime you were together, the world became a little simpler, a little warmer.

A horrible pain woke you up one morning, making you head straight to the bathroom. Sam immediately noticed and ran to your door but you closed it as you walked in. You were throwing up your guts out and didn't want him to see you like this. 

- "(Y/N)? Are you okay?" he asked worried about you. You got out with half a smile. 

- "I'm okay, I guess I must've gotten food..." you couldn't finish your sentence that you were back on the bathroom again. 

- "(Y/N)!" Sam yelled again, he was nervous. He ran to his bathroom cabinet and brought a few medicines and a bottle of water for you. He found you laying on your back already in bed again. "Here, take these" he handed you a bunch of pills.

- "I'm okay" you tried to reassured him but he wasn't having it any other way.

- "You are definitely not, missy..." he said as he put a blanket over you and helped you with the pillows on your back.

- "Yeah, but still... I'll be probably throwing those up too". He leaned down to kiss your forehead and smiled.

- "Alright then, plans for today: lots of kissing, lots of cuddle and..." he turned on the TV and put Grey's Anatomy on Netflix.

- "But you hate Meredith" you pointed out with a smile.

- "And you love her so that's what we are watching" he smiled as he pressed play. You couldn't help but to smile, he was definitely the best boyfriend someone could ever ask for. "I'm gonna make you some tea" he walked out of the room leaving you with tons of butterflies in your stomach.

You spent a few more days feeling like shit with Sam next to you making you company until Dean found a strong lead on Amara and you pretty much begged him to go with him and check it out. It was going to take a few days to get there and he completely refused to leave you alone that many days but Chuck calmed his nerves down as he reassured him he was going to take good care of you and he agreed. After all, how much safer can you be if you have God by your side, huh?.

It was almost 4 A.M when Chuck found you pacing back and forth in the studio with a scared look on your face.

- "(Y/N)?" he interrupted your thoughts.

- "I've been such an idiot, you know that?" it was the only thing you replied. He looked at you confused. "Of course you know that, you are freaking God, you made me!".

- "I know I'm probably going to regret asking this but... are you okay?".

- "What?" you replied. "Do I look okay?" you grabbed your jacket and a pair of keys. "I need to run into town".

- "Wait wait, let me go with you" he stood up grabbing his jacket.

- "No. Let me do this, I promise I'll drive slower than an old lady on meds" you joked making him crack. He nodded realizing something big was happenning to you right now and you needed to face it on your own.