Feels Like Forever (Sam x Reader)

XVI

The D day was finally here.

You headed to the warehouse were everything was going to happen. Right there, right now. Crowley, Rowena, Lucifer, Chuck, Sam, Dean and you were all there and to be honest, you were scared the hell out of you.

- "All right, no flirting. And no fighting" Dean stated the rules. "No deals. No talks about who is owed what if we survive this. Nobody likes each other. It doesn't matter".

- "Amara's looking for me. But I'm warded against her, for now. The second I drop the warding, she'll show. She'll be expecting a fight and we'll give it to her. You have your troops in position?". Chuck gave a few orders as well.

- "Yeah. I think the Witches should go first, then the Demons, then Lucifer's turn, one on one" you suggested.

- "And once she's been weakened, I will take the Mark back from Amara and use it to seal her away. You ready?" he pointed out to Sam.

- "Yeah" he nodded.

- "Wait, what?!" you exclaimed. "What the hell is he talking about?".


- "(Y/N), someone needs to bear the Mark" Sam softly replied, trying to not make you mad.

- "Well, that should be me" Dean spoke up in anger. "I-I've had it before. I'm damaged goods".

- "Exactly. You've already been tainted. I can't transfer it to you and since Sam volunteered". Chuck pointed out and it made you drop to your knees. You were going to need a moment to process all this. The fact that IF and only IF, you survive this, Sam was going to bear this thing, this poison that was going to turn him into god knows what, was killing you. 


Dean yanked Sam's arm and stepped a side to talk to him while you rested your back on the wall. You could hear them talk.

- "First Cas is making kamikaze side plans and now you? You couldn't have talked to me? And what happens when the Mark turns you psycho, then what? What about (Y/N)?" Dean had so many questions for his brother. What was going to happen to the baby?.

- "You lock me up where I can't hurt anyone and you throw away the key".

- "Sam, no. You don't get it... (Y/N)..." Dean hesitated on telling him the truth. He looked at you and how teared down you were.


- "You'll take care of her. You love her" Sam pointed out, looking him into his eyes. "Don't tell me you don't because I can see the way you look at her. You're in love with her and that's the whole reason why I'm doing this. I know she'll be okay" his eyes had started to well up a little.


- "So, what am I supposed to do, just sit by and watch?" he asked mad to his little brother.

- "Forget it Dean" you spoke up, sick of hearing them argue. "The choice is already made" you coldly replied. "Let's get this over with". Sam looked at you with a sad stare as Chuck led the army and the whole thing started.


It was showtime.

Rowena hit first, debilitating her and taking her by surprise, after all, she and four other witches casted a spell on her. She stood up though, throwing her out of the way and just when she was about to enter the building, 

Crowley made his move.



You could hear from inside all the demons joining together creating an incredibly strong force, lifting her from the ground then letting her fall. He hit her more than once making her fall to her knees. All the lights on the building went out. Crowley stepped out of the place, facing her for the first time as his red smoke threw her against a car, leaving her unconcious for a moment. You really thought he had got her but again, she stood up once more. 



Amara staggered through the door, breathing heavily. Dean moved inmediatly in front of you in order to protect you as Sam and him shared a nodding look. 
With a yell, Lucifer charged up stabbing her with a spear as deep as he could, making her let out a loud cry out.



- "I'm sorry. For this, for everything" Chuck spoke up.

- "I spent millions of years crammed into that cage alone and afraid, wishing, begging for death because of you! And what was my crime, brother?" she demanded answers.

- "The world needed to be born! And you wouldn't let me! Amara, you give me no choice".

- "That's your story. Not mine. It didn't have to be like this. I loved you, brother" she glanced at Dean noticing he was protecting you. "Unbelievable. You still think she cares about you? You think she'll ever love you like I do?" she spoke up to him. "You're pathetic" she let out an evil laugh. "Well, you've won again brother. Finish it. Kill me" she opened her eyes to him.



Amara looked down in shock as the Mark began to burn away from her chest making her realize his brother was locking her down again.

- "No. No! No!" she started yelling as Sam grunted in pain holding his arm as The Mark began transferring to him right now.

She lunged forward, grabbing Chuck by the throat and choking him in midair. Lucifer charged her from behind again but before he could even hit her, she banished him in a second, leaving Castiel unconscious on the floor.

Sam had stopped struggling with the Mark as it was fading away from him before it was even there.

- "And you. I told you we could be one. You could have been with me all along but you chose her" Sam stared at the whole thing. "I can murder my brother so don't think for a second I won't murder you" she said directly to Dean and before she could do anything, you tackled her to the ground with a strength you never thought you had.


- "No!" Dean and Sam exclaimed together. Cas opened up his eyes and realizing what was happening, he entered your body in less than a second so you could even have a fighting chance on her. Amara, as weaken as she was, was starting to pass out but before Cas could finish her off, she dissapeared from the room. Your body fell unconcious on the floor as the angel grace left your body and found his way back to Castiel's original vessel.



- "She and the baby are okay. I wasn't that long enough to hurt her vessel" Cas explained the boys as he stood up. Sam opened his eyes wide, with pure surpise mixed with fear in his eyes.


- "Sam..." Dean called out on him as he sat on the floor. "Sammy. Sammy!" he patted his face to regain his attention. "We need to get her off the floor, we need to help Chuck. Come on".


Dean took control of the situation, lifting you off the ground and carrying you to the backseat of the Impala as Sam took care of everyone else. 


"What the hell did you do?" he whispered to you with half-smile. He removed the hair from your face and kissed your head before entering again.


Back in the bunker, you were still sleeping, Dean carried you to your room as Sam was still a bit shaken up about the news he was going to be a dad.