3 months later
JT's POV
Damn man I don't understand how this shit happened. I'm laying here listening to me and DJ's favorite song by August Alaina "Would You Know." I miss his ass like crazy and I hate shit went down the way it did, but that's life. Oh sorry y'all let me go back and tell you what happened a month ago.
(Flashback)
"DJ hurry up man we're going to be late as hell, I know the party is already packed and your ass isn't even ready yet" I yell at him as he stands in the mirror looking at his self. I mean yeah he's sexy and shit but I'm trying to get to this party. After waiting 30 more minutes we're finally on our way to the party and DJ is on his damn phone texting somebody. We pull on the street where the party is being held and cars are everywhere so it's hard trying to find a parking spot. Finally finding a spot we make our way inside and head straight for the liquor. Getting us both a cup we stand around watching as people from our school and the people we don't know walk around wasted and high as fuck. DJ tells me he has to use the bathroom and walks off leaving me standing there in the kitchen. I make my way through the crowd of folks and find my homies standing in a corner chilling. We stand there making conversation about this and that nothing really important and I notice that I still haven't seen DJ since he went to bathroom. I excuse myself and walk back towards the kitchen and still no DJ in sight so I ask this dude from the basketball team if he's seen DJ around. He nods towards the back door so I walk outside seeing people everywhere out here. It's kind of cold due to it being November here but it's manageable. Scanning the crowd I finally spot DJ over in the corner of the yard in a heated convo with some girl so I start walking towards them trying to remain unseen by the two. As I get closer I realize the chick he is talking to is Sydney's hoe ass. This chick has been giving me hell since she caught me and DJ in the hall kissing. I get close enough to hear what is being said and I freeze where I'm at. "Sydney this shit can't keep happening okay I'm with JT and you know that so stop fucking making this more than what it is" DJ semi yells at her. "Really nigga I told you when you fucked me that night after the football game it wouldn't be a one time thing. You got some bomb as dick and I want us to be together. Let JT's punk ass go already" Sydney yells back but just loud enough for me to hear where I'm standing. "Sydney that shit wasn't supposed to happen. You came onto me and practically begged me to let you suck my dick" DJ says as his voice gets louder by the minute. "Okay and I forced you to fuck me after that. I didn't think so. You was enjoying me giving you head and you pulled me off you and bent me over and fucked me. The way you and I was moaning together let me know that you was enjoy my pussy just like I was enjoying your dick. Don't get me wrong DJ you and JT are sexy as fuck together, but you look better with me and you know it" Sydney says back and turns around with tears in her eyes. She wipes the tears away and just as DJ starts to say something else to her my eyes meet hers and she moves away from DJ. DJ follows her glare and sees me standing there looking at him with a pissed look on my face. J..J..JT he stutters and I cut him off telling him to find another way back home. Looking at Sydney she has this smug ass grin on her face but I'm too hurt to even cuss her ass out right now. I make my way back through the house and once in my car the tears start falling and I punch the staring wheel because I can't believe this shit is happening to me again. Just when I thought I found the one I would spend my life with this shit happens. All the way home my phone is blowing up with phone calls and text messages from DJ and I ignore every last one. Once I pull into my driveway I just listen lyrics coming through my speaker
Nine times out of ten, I'm in my feelings
But ten times out of nine, I'm only human
Tell me, what did I do wrong?
Feel like that question has been posed
I'm movin' on
I'll always be committed, I been focused
I always paid attention, been devoted
Tell me, what did I do wrong?
Oh, already asked that, my bad
But you my lifeline, think you tryna kill me?
If I wasn't Bey, would you still feel me?
Like on my worst day? Or am I not thirsty, enough?
I don't care about the lights or the beams
Spend my life in the dark for the sake of you and me
Only way to go is up, them old bitches so wack
I'm so tough, wassup?
I let the song finish and got out the car. Just as I was about to go inside my house DJ comes from out of nowhere and pulls me back by my waist and looks me in the eyes and says he loves me. Rage entered my body at that moment and I punched his ass dead in the eye and left him right there looking stupid.
(End of flashback)
Ever since that night I've avoided DJ in and outside of school. If I see him somewhere I go the opposite direction. What's making this so hard is the fact I still love his ass and every time he sees me he looks at me with those sexy eyes of his and I can read everything he's thinking. He was my best friend and he practically knows everything about me because we were inseparable until a month ago. I'll get over it though fuck him and that hoe Sydney.
DJ's POV
Here I am standing in the hall and I see JT walking towards his locker. He has been avoiding me since that night he found out about me and Sydney. I miss my bae so much and I hate myself for fucking up what we had. I'm not going to lie, Sydney is fine as hell and the sex was good, but nothing compares to what JT and I had. Winter break is next month so I have until then to get him back because I planned a trip for us months ago and I'm not going without him. So I decided that I have to win JT back starting today. I exit the school just as the last period bell rings and jump in my car, speeding out of the parking lot. My first stop is Cheesecake Factory to get him a red velvet cheesecake because it's both of our favorite. Then I go to the store and get a dozen balloons and a card. When I pull up to my house I realize I'm almost out of time because school lets out in 10 minutes and the school is only 10 minutes away from our neighborhood. Hoping the key is still in the secret hiding place on his front porch I run over and check. Finding the key I quickly open the door and punch in the code to the alarm and run back to my car to get everything. Checking my watch I have to be quick so I run up the stairs to JT's room and place everything on his bed. Making sure everything is just how I want it I glance over and see the picture JT and I took right before school started so I grab it off his mirror and place it inside the card with a little note attached and a tear falls from my eye just thinking about how much I've hurt JT. "I pray this works" I say to myself as I put the alarm on and lock the front door.
Now that I'm back I have time to finish this story.
