Loving Insanity

chapter 19

Lamia's P.O.V

I hid under Cameron's bed covering my ears with my paws as I tried to block out the music. I've always hated parties. They were too loud and always gave me a headache. The only party I've ever actually started to like, something happened and from then on I never liked parties.

~~ flashback~~

Adrian and I all got out the car and walked into Ethan's house. The music was really loud and I could barely hear myself talk. Adrian told me she was going to find Ethan and I nodded. They were playing great music and I couldn't help humming along. A smile played on my lips as I wandered through the crowd, looking for either Adrian or Ethan. I was suddenly pulled into a room. I tried to scream and fought my captor but failed. Tears fell out my eyes as he started to take off my clothes. I kicked and screamed, trying to escape.

" Don't worry it won't hurt if you don't move." He said as he unbuckled his pants. I fought harder, regretting leaving my defenses at home.

~~~~~~

I found Adrian and told her that I'm going home but she could stay. She asked me what's wrong but I only shook my head. I left the party and ran home. I immediately ran up to my room and cried. I will never tell about what happened tonight. No one will ever know and I will never forget.

~~ end of Flashback~~

Tears welled up in my eyes as I remembered that horrible event. Someone came into the room and I gulped as I backed further under the bed. The person looked under Cameron's bed and I sighed in relief when i seen Cameron himself. He motioned for me to come out and I did. I sat on his bed and he sat next to me.

" Why aren't you with everyone else?" He asked me.

" I don't like parties." I mumbled.

" Oh? Why not?" He asked and I shook my head.

" Don't worry about me Cameron. Go downstairs and have fun. I'm fine up here by myself." I said.

" I can't not worry about you." He said as he gently grabbed my hand. " I know something's wrong. I will not move from this spot until I know what it is." He said and I smiled. He must really care about me.

" It's nothing Cameron." I said and smiled at him before standing up. " Parties are just too loud for me."

" Is that all?" He asked and I nodded, not trusting my own voice. He stood up and hugged me. I hugged back. " I know you're lieing but I'll let it slide for now. I can tell you don't wanna talk about it." He said and I sighed.

" You're right Cameron. Don't worry about it though." I said and he sighed.

" Why don't we go down together? I'll make sure nothing bad happens." He said and I shook my head.

" You just go okay. I'll be fine. I can defend myself." I said and he frowned. He gave me puppy eyes and got on his knees. I sighed in defeat. " Okay, fine."

" Yes!" He exclaimed as he got up. He pulled me close to him, trapping my hands between us. He cupped my cheek in his hand and I melted in his arms. " You won't regret this, angel." He whispered to me as he stared into my eyes. Grey to brown. He leaned in and kissed me. I kissed back and we held the kiss for as long as we could. He pulled away from me and grabbed my hand again. We walked out the room together. We went downstairs and the music got louder. A drunk Ben stumbled over to us.

" There are the two love birds. Cameron you are one lucky bastard seeing as you have a girl like Lamia. I mean damn." He slurred and I rolled my eyes. If he wasn't drunk I'd stab him. He stumbled away and we walked over to the kitchen. Masky, hoodie, EJ, and clockwork were cheering on Jeff as he chugged some kind of drink. Cameron grabbed a beer and I glared at him.

" What?" He asked as he took a sip.

" Don't get drunk." I warned and he chuckled.

" My dear, it's a party. It's nearly impossible to stay sober." He said and I rolled me eyes.

~~ two hours later~~

I stayed in the back of the room and observed. Everyone was drunk, except sally and I. Thankfully, I got sally to sleep in slenderman's study so she wasn't woken up by the drunken idiots. The living room was trashed and I seen EJ making out with clockwork. I looked over to see Jeff and Cameron doing shots. Ben was passed out on the couch. Bloody painter, puppeteer, kagekao, splenderman, offenderman, and glitchy red were playing a game of poker. Lost silver was talking to Toby as they both were drinking another beer. Everyone else already called it a night. I sighed and walked over to Cameron. I placed my hand on his shoulder and he looked at me and smiled.

" Hey angel." He slurred.

" I'm heading to bed. Don't stay up too late okay?" I said and he nodded. I kissed his cheek before walking upstairs. I went to my room I shifted into my neko form and crawled into bed. I yawned as I started to fall asleep.