Anger

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(Elevens POV)

I was tired of waiting all day in this gloomy basement. It was holding me back from getting anywhere close to out of here. I know Mike was doing his best, but it really isn't meant for us human beings to take on. We just aren't made to do this. It's out of the ordinary.

Feeling locked up, I stood up after what felt like years. The cold air and the mud made it feel like forever. Not to mention, I'm starving. My feet weren't tired at all. They were fully energized and so was the rest of my body. I walked out of the basement and back into this place. Bad. This bad place.

My toes instantly felt numb, even while wearing shoes. I started walking back through the abandoned town. Emptiness filled the cold air and made me feel lonely. All I wanted was someone who cared for me. Looked after me. Loved me. Mike.

I was in the woods. Searching once again for something that could help me. Staying locked up all day definitely will not help my cause. It felt better to get out of there. After all, I probably could find Mike before he finds me. Hopefully.

The woods were dark and gloomy, as always. I reached an ending point, where the trees were slowly fading away and the sky showed more. Ugh, I thought. Here I was again. Wasting my time. Losing time; slowly dying. I was furious with myself for some reason. It just felt like I had done something wrong. I felt really mad and confused. Angry. Lonely.

My angry thoughts were gathering and piling in my head. I felt heavy weights, holding my mind down from what it needs to do. I felt the horrible urge to scream in pain. Not physical pain. Mental pain. The kind that you feel on the inside.

I felt myself breathing harder and heavier. I slowly started to get angrier and angrier. My thoughts exploded and I soon hair let it all out. I screamed. Not a normal scream. No. A scream that felt so loud, it could blow me away.

My head was throbbing and my senses were fading in and out. My vision went from blurry to back instantly. My body went out cold as I fell to the ground. I could see nothing. Hear nothing. Feel nothing. I couldn't even think to myself.

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