This pain | jjk + oc

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<Jeongguk's POV>
She was having trouble communicating with me for some reason.

She obviously had something she wanted to say, but for some reason, something was blocking it from her mind and heart to her beautiful, soft, sweet looking lips.

She kept stuttering, and the only words I made out so far is 'I want, I can't, I don't know how,' and 'I'm so sorry".

"I'm sorry, Minnie, I don't understand.." I say in concern.

She, she's struggling to speak. I'm worried for her.

I move closer to her, and place my hands on her cheeks, now cupping her jaw.

I thought I would make her feel better, but now I've made it worse,

as she starts crying.

She grabs my hands, but doesn't move them from her face,

"No, please no! I can't, Jeongguk, I can't!" I can't take this.

I don't know ho-"

And now, my lips are on hers.

Her cheeks are wet from her sobbing, But I don't care at this point.

I take the lead as we move slowly.

Our kiss is slow and sweet for now, and I think that's what she needed.

I pull her onto my lap so she can rest as we share the love we've been bottling up for this long.

She puts her arms around my neck and I pull her in closer by her waist to close off the little bit of space left between us.

I'm now sitting on my legs as she sits on my lap, with her legs wrapped around me.

I pull away for a moment of breath, but realize that she's still crying.
"I can't," she says. "I don't know how." Damnit, now I'm crying.

"Don't know how to what?!" I raise my voice, obviously desperate.

"I don't know how to love! There are many things I want to say to you, but I don't know how!" She screams, and is still sitting on me, but she puts her head down, trying to resist eye contact.

I let go of her waist, and grab her cheeks again, forcing her to look at me.

"The only way to learn how to love, is to let yourself fall, and watch as I catch you.
Fall in love with me, please.
I can't promise to fix all your problems,
but I can promise that you won't face them alone.
Let go."

She stares at me, us both still crying, but not historically anymore,

I'm crying in despair,

But she seems to be crying of,

I can't believe it,

Joy.

She shakes her head, her beautiful head, gives me a smile, her calming, beautiful smile, I take that as a 'you may continue', so I kiss her once more.

Only this time, with tongue. It's more passionate.

More lust, but also, more love.

We move out lips away for one more breath, but not backing away, instead, resting for a moment, with our foreheads pressed together, and our noses touching.

Our breathing now horsed, but she managed to speak.

"Thank you, Joengguk." Still no 'I love you', but I'll take it. It's progress.

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I feel like these chapters have been really boring, so I tried making it a little interesting. Hope you guys liked it.

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