This pain | jjk + oc

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<Minji's POV>
A tall, beautiful black haired boy opens the door. I will never get tired of his features.

"Hey!" Well someone's in a good mood. I chuckle at his happy attitude.

Jeongguk was in a gray tee shirt, and blue jeans.

"Hey, Kookie!"

I walk in to see a group of people. I freeze, noticing that I just called Jeongguk a pet name in front of his friends, who don't know that we've gone on dates and stuff.

Jimin told me that one of the new rules of their band was not being allowed to date, but that this meeting was to work it out.

I figured that P.D Nim would be here, since we are trying to work it out, but he wasn't to be seen. The only boys here were Jiminie, Namjoon ssi, Taehyung oppa, and of course, Jeongguk.

Jeongguk grabs my wrist and pulls me on the couch in between him and Jimin.

I keep my distance, and don't say anything.

I'm very shy, and am only open around Jimin, Jeongguk, and Lee. It's not intentional, I just don't like speaking, especially when people like to judge you so freely. And after people have made their opinions on you, their hard to change.  

As I sit in silence, Jeongguk kisses my hand that he's still holding from before.

I pull my hand away from him and slip out a quiet "what the hell are you doing?!" under my breath.

As I'm looking at Jeongguk, I hear Namjoon speak.

"It's okay, Minji. We know." He says in a nonchalant tone.

And I'm frozen again. How the hell do they know?! Why would Jeongguk tell them without asking me?

"Know what?" Taehyung says, clueless of what's going on.

The anger and confusion is building up inside me.

I hate that I always have to hold my tongue!

"How do you know!?" I spat out at him, surprising Jimin, Jeongguk, and myself.

"Know what?!" Taehyung raises his voice, clearly impatient, and still clueless.

"Jeongguk and Min have feelings for each other." Namjoon finally answers Taehyung, but not breaking his stare at me.

"Wow, guys! That's so great!" Taehyung jumps up.

"That's what I said!" Namjoon replies.

"No it's not! It's against band rules to date." It kinda hurt me a little when my own brother said it's not good that I'm, you know.

"Then keep it a secret!" Taehyung says in defense for us.

"That's what I said!" Namjoon defends even further.

"That's why we're here, damnit!" Jiminie yells over everyone.

"Guys!" Jeongguk starts, his voice sounding calm, but stern enough to get our attention.

"We're here to decide 'rules' for me and Minji to live by, so that Nim ssi won't find out about us, and for our own safety. We've already decided that sex is out of the question. An-"

I cut him off with a question.

"Where was I when we decided that?"

"Oh, Minji's horny. Calm down, Minji.." Taehyung says playfully. What a jokester.