This pain | jjk + oc

{The End}

[Minji's pov]

"Daddy!" Jeongsan wakes up from his nap to see his dad.

"Shhhh, Jeongie! Yumi is sleeping!" I say right before I hear baby Yumi crying in the next room.

"Well, she was sleeping. Jeongguk, can you grab her please? She's probably hungry."

He does as I ask, and my perfect husband comes back with our little two year old.

It's been four years since I came back to Korea~ Jungkook has healed nicely, and continues to be a part of bts. I stay home and watch our babies grow. Jeongsan is almost eight years old! He's gotten big, and he's started learning dancing at Bighit, being taught by Hoseok and their dance coaches.

Jungkook actually got to be a part of Yumi's life, and it's been fun. Namjoon, Tae, and Jin have also been a big part of raising the kids, and I don't think I could have done it without them. It's been a crazy ride, but it's finally better, and happier than before.

This is where my previous story ends, and where my new story will begin. I've sincerely enjoyed sharing my story with you all, but it's over now.

Thank you, very, very much for reading.

Feedback is, as always, very appreciated.

Goodbye

—Jeon Minji

I wake up from my deep sleep sad, knowing what I wish was my fate will never be my true ending.

Yesterday was the funeral of Jeon Jeongguk. The love of my life.

I wish he could have met our child.

I wish Jeongsan would know how much Jeongguk would have loved him.

I wish I would have gone back to Korea sooner.

I wish, I wish, I wish— But in the end, wishing isn't enough.

He's gone, and I'm alone.

It was fun while it lasted, my love.

I hope you know I loved you with everything in me, and I would do anything to have you back.

But this is what I deserve, for leaving you to slowly die on your own, while I did what I thought was "best" for you.

I was so wrong. I'm sorry.

I hope you will forgive me, my love. I'll be with you soon.

Jimin agreed to watch Jeongsan while I'm gone, he thinks I'm going on vacation, and he's right, I'll be on a life-long vacation with you, my love.

I'm coming.

I miss you, but I'll be there soon, my love, my love.

—Jeon Minji

I take my last breath, and pull the trigger.

Everything is black, and I see you. You've been waiting for me.

I put my hand in yours, and we walk away together.

It's good to see you again, my love.

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The end—