This pain | jjk + oc

{031}

(Jungkook' pov)
"Are you ready? I'm sure they will understand. Our army is great to us." Namjoon supports me, as I get ready to go on stage and tell everyone that I was in love, and that she's gone. And to ask for their support and love at a sad time like this for me.

"I'm ready." I say with a stern voice and a nod, and with the confidence I have in my voice at that moment, I go on the stage with Jimin.

As we get closer to the middle of the stage, Jimin grabs my arm, which caused me to look at him.

"Hey, Jungkook ah, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what I said to you before. I was wrong. I'm very proud of you." He says as he hugs me, and we continue walking to the middle.

I brought Jimin on stage with me for the support of my best friend as I face hundreds of people.

I sit down in the seat on stage, and look out into the crowd of people. It's a small building, only about five hundred people can fit. It's not a fancy place, just somewhat like a panel. Simple, and welcoming.

"Hello, everyone. As you all probably know; I'm Jungkook, the maknae of bts. I basically wanted to come up here and talk to you all about something very important to me. After I explain what I want to tell you, the board will be open for questions from you all." I pause, and collect my thoughts.

"..So not long ago, about three and a half years ago, I met a beautiful girl. One who was smart, and sweet, and kind. And when I say 'kind', I don't mean 'oh yeah she's a nice person', no, I mean she's literally the most sweet hearted human you will ever have the absolute honor of ever meeting in your entire life. She's so gorgeous. And she's got an amazing mind. She's the closest definition of 'perfect' that I will ever find. You will never truly know just how much I love her."

I take another pause for breath.

"All that being said, the girl I speak of was named 'Shyn Joon Minji', but she went by the last name 'Park', because Jimin and her grew up together as siblings almost, and without going too deep into detail; Her parents weren't really the parent figures she needed, so she considered Jimin's parents her parents. She, however, was my girlfriend. And was soon to be my wife. I was going to propose to her, on stage and everything. The reason for me not marrying this amazing girl is that she got in a car crash, and died about three months ago from the impact." Oh no, here come the tears.

I pause from speaking in hopes that I can calm myself down, and as I cover my face to hide it from the audience, I hear many of them preach a few "awe"s as they all know I'm crying now.

"I'm sorry," I apologize for crying in front of them.

"I'm telling you guys this news because I've had a very hard three months, nearly killing myself several times, and I've decided I really need you guys' support. I need the love and prayers you can give me. I'm sorry to put such a burden on you all, and I'm sorry to worry you all, but I'm sure you can understand that I really need your support right now."

I wipe my tears, as Jimin puts his hand on my shoulder.

"I will be taking your questions now."

Since the room is small, we have two workers running from person to person with a mic so we can hear each person where they are.

The first person to be picked randomly by the worker stands and asks his question.

"How old were you when you two met?" He asks.