This pain | jjk + oc

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<Jeongguk's POV>
The words, they replay in my mind, over, and over.

"And the last rule, You boys will not be allowed to date."

The words hurt my heart as they escape P.D Nim's mouth. Why?!

Once I've finally found love, it's taken so soon!

I immediately look at Jimin, as he's looking at me. I can see the fear, and the sorrow in his eyes. He feels sorry for me.

This isn't fucking fair!

I'm panicking, on the inside, of course. But still, I'm panicking.

"Okay, I think that's all. Finish up practice, and then you may leave. Oh, and one more thing. I finished paring you boys up for the dorms."

He takes out some papers, and starts to speak again.

"Okay, it'll be Jin, and Namjoon sharing a room, Yoongi, Hoseok and Jimin, and Jeongguk and Taehyung. Your dorm numbers will be at the front desk."

Papa Nim says as he picks up his stuff, and walks out of the practice room.

I want to scream, but since Jimin is the only one who knows, I can't.

I want to run to Jimin hyung and cry, but I can't move.

Damnit, why can't I move?!

I feel warm streams of water running down my face, making my vision blurry almost instantly. Shit, I'm crying. I barely know these guys, I met them like a month or two ago, I can't cry!

I place my hands on both my cheeks, covering from my eyebrows to my jaw. Jimin sees this, and speed walks to me.

I can't see him, but I can hear him. And before I know it, I'm greeted with his short arms around me.

"We have to leave." I stated with a muffled, raspy voice that's just above a whisper. I'm trying to hide the fact that I'm crying, but that's hard to do.

"Jeongguk, I don't wanna be a jerk, but you need to stop crying, Namjoon is walking towards us." Jimin hyung says as he taps my shoulder softly.

"What's wrong?" I hear a deep voice say before I can even reply to Jimin.

"Jeongguk? What the hell; Are you crying?" Namjoon now sounds worried. He squats down to me and Jimin's level, and puts his hand on my shoulder.

I keep my face covered and don't reply. I feel like I can't breath.

"Okay," Jimin hyung starts his sentence with a stern tone.

"We can't do this." Jimin grabs my arm, and Namjoon's as well.

"Let's go." He pulls me and Namjoon out of the practice room, and into another practice room down the hall.

He turns the lights on, and locks the door. Now it's just me, Jimin, and Namjoon.

"Go ahead, tell him." Jimin puts his arm out toward Namjoon.

"Tell me what?!" Namjoon is clearly impatient at this point, obviously very worried.

I shake my head side to side, clearly and fast, showing a very obvious "no".