This pain | jjk + oc

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Aye hello double update

(Jungkook's pov)
I open my eyes slowly, the light from my window shooting me straight in the eye.

I sit up from my bed, and look to the side to see Jimin in my bed —as usual— and still three quarters of the way asleep. Ah, he's so nice to me. Singing for me, sleeping in my bed, taking care of me, and I know this hurts him, and he doesn't enjoy this, but he still does it. He does it for me.

I run my hand down the back of my neck, and take a deep breath.

Since I won't be with him like this again, I may as well enjoy it while it lasts.

I lay back down, and wrap my arms around my best friend, allowing his precious head fall on my chest.

"Did you sleep well?" I hear Jimin ask with a raspy voice under my hold.

"Yes, thank you. Did you have a bad dream again?" I ask to the boy. He's told me about his bad dreams, because he's often woken me up because of his crying, and even his screaming sometimes, but he won't tell me what happens in the dreams.

"No, I didn't."

I pause, and think of exactly how answer this great news.

"Oh, good. That means you won't sleep with me anymore, it's about time." I had heard him talking to Namjoon the night before, but it's okay. I know it's for his own good, he doesn't want this to go on anymore, I understand that.

He pulls away from me with a jolt, sitting up straight now, he looks at me with a confused expression.

I'm sorry, Jimin.

"Wait, what? You're kidding, right? I thought you enjoyed having me here."

"No, I don't. I was caught up in the idea of having someone, but this is gross. You're gross. I don't want you in my bed ever again. I don't need you, and I don't want you. I'll be with Minji soon, and I don't want a clingy boy being attached to me."

I stand up, without looking at the confused and hurt boy, and walk out of my room.

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(Jimin's pov)
How? how can he be this way? He's my best friend, and I just wanted to help. How can he say those words to me? After all I did for him?!

I don't know. All I know is he's left me here to sulk and cry alone.

But it's okay; he's just hurting right now. I understand him.

I'll be here for him even when he doesn't want me here.

I clean up my face, and wipe the beginning stages of tears out of my eyes, and I wait until the heat from my face has cooled. Once I feel calm enough to present myself to the others, I get up, open the door, and leave without brushing my teeth, or combing my hair.

The smell of eggs and bacon fills my nose as I walk down stairs into the kitchen, passing the living room of which Jungkook was sitting in. As I take my seat at the table, Jin continued passing out the plates of food that he had just finished making.

"Thank you, Jin hyung." I say as he places my plate in front of me; a breakfast sandwich, with ham, bacon, a fried egg flipped so the yolk will cook through, just the way I like it, and a muffin for the top and bottom.

"No problem, Jimin!" He gives me a sweet smile, I feel guilty, letting him treat me with such kind words. He has no idea that I lie to him everyday. He doesn't know that I lie to all of them everyday. I wish I could tell them that Minji is still alive. I'm caught in a lie. [ lol ]