Just a boy ~ Shawn Mendes

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28/12/18

So I started this thing in 2015 when I was 13, and now we're approaching 2019... I have no words for how that makes me feel. What I do know is that whenever I have the sudden realisation that I made a fanfiction for Shawn Mendes I cringe, but then I smile because it makes me think about how much everything has changed. I still love Shawn, don't get me wrong, I find myself fangirling over him just as much as I did almost 4 years ago (and maybe even more😂), I'm not ashamed to admit that. I'm just not comfortable leaving this thing unfinished without an explanation, but let's be honest; it's full of grammatical errors and not worth the read in the first place. I'm not going to be continuing this, but I did find a draft I made in 2016 with an authors note and a small update (try not to cringe while reading it please, I know it will be hard). Have a good one guys, let's hope this doesn't come to bite me in the ass in the future ✌️ 

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LONG TIME NO SEE! Major tbt my first Shawn concert in the picture ❤ So I kinda don't remember some details and ive tried my best to quickly read through ( can we just forget that its been a year since i last updated 😬) Anyways i miss writing but i feel its really cliché at the same time and id be absolutely mortified if anyone i know ever found this. Anyways,  enjoy this mess of a story with no structure or clean plot...

Paisley

"Ok, I get that you like hugs and everything, but could you please get off?" My voice is muffled because Shawn is sitting on me and leaning back. I think he may be trying to suffocate me.

"Only if you promise not to leave!" Shawn retaliates as I tickle him and slide out from under him.

"You're such a-" I start, but Shawn cuts me off by grabbing me and swinging me over his shoulder.

"I'm such a what Pais? Oh, sorry, I don't understand your British accent." Shawn tries to imitate my accent but fails so bad. This kid is a nightmare.

He puts me back on the couch and I grab a muffin from the table next to it. Totally not typical of Shawn to have muffins next to him at all times ay?

"So you know how I'm staying in Canada? Well, not yet but once I'm back from my dads, but you get the picture. I'm gonna have to get a tour guide, we haven't really explored much." I glance over at him while his smile grows.

"I'm at your service my lady" he says, standing up to bow but i throw a cushion at him.

"Ya know, I was gonna say that I'll miss you when you leave tonight, but now I don't think I will"

"You're such a loser" I say and glance at my phone.

"Anyway, must dash, see ya" grabbing my things i run out of the Mendes' house and leave Shawn looking confused, which i would never usually do because he acts like a little lost lamb sometimes and i need to help him.

Its crazy to think that I'll be missing out on a couple of tour dates but it doesn't matter much. Ill make sure to meet every single supporter of mine and give them the biggest hug.