Just a boy ~ Shawn Mendes

chapter 21

Chapter 21, its been a long time I know, but I definetly think its worth the wait x
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Paisley
They smell of sick, my own sick, tinges the small bathrooms air. I've never felt so bad in my life. I don't mean as in ill, I mean I feel bad for making everyone worried. I've never had a panick attack before, and I don't plan on having one again. I guess I was just having one of those days where nothing goes right and all of your emotions feel like they are sailing a stormy sea.
All I can remember is Johnson wearing glasses for no apparent reason, and then me waking up and running to the bathroom when an overwhelming nausea came over me.

Ding!

The notification on my phone went off. I didn't realize I had it in my pocket, probably just a tweet by one of the boys. Speaking of them, I just don't know if I can handle them without my friends in England. I'm not the type to talk to boys, or anyone for that matter, but when I started messaging Shawn, I changed. I hope for the better.

@NashGrier mentioned you in a tweet.

@PaisleyBrookes01 you really need to open the door, otherwise Super Nash and Matt Boy will have to break it!

When I read the tweet I hear a knock on the door. I'm sure they were knocking before but I wasn't paying attention.

"Its me" is whispered through the door, it was obviously Shawn.

"Who's me?" I say sarcastically and unlock the door just a smidgen, but put too much pressure on it and it swings open, leaving me at the feet of 9 anxious looking boys. I really don't know what it is about me and bathroom doors and Shawn. I always end up on the floor! (In a innocent way :p)

"We can definitely count on you to make an entrance!" Gilinsky joked and everyone laughed.

Shawn kneels down beside me and brushes me off. I swear, he is basically a dad sometimes.

"You need to stop falling for me Paisley." He mutters into my ear when he helps me up. No one else could hear, but my bright red face says it all. Luckily, the boys go back to chatting about dinner, and how they are 10 minutes late.

"If your that hungry go, there is no point in waiting, I still have to get changed." I state.

"Okay then, you're the boss!" Aaron laughs and leads the rest of the boys out, but not before Cameron stops and asks if I'm OK.

"If there is anything you need, just talk to me" he laces his fingers into mine "I'll listen."

And with that, he let's my hand go and joins the rest if the group, hollering down the hall about how he wants chicken enchiladas.

I sigh and close the door, not realising that Shawn was in the bathroom the whole time, and could probably hear what Cameron said to me.

"How come you didn't go with the rest of the boys?" I ask casually, walking over to the death trap that cut my finger, aka:suitcase.

"Well I just washed my hands because I accidently touched your cut. I was gonna help you choose an outfit as well, but I guess you can just talk to Cameron."

My heart breaks a little when he says the last part, that's probably why I didn't see him walk out, or maybe its the tears that are now flooding my eyes.